still human to me [osamu dazai x reader]

Authors note- My apology

Hello everyone!

I don't know where to start.

I guess, to put it bluntly, I really despise my writing.

And it really makes me want to apologize to everyone who has ever read my fics.

I've been practicing everyday- working my ass off trying to improve, but still, nothing.

I keep working until my fingers bleed and my head hurts, but I still hate everything.

I know theres nothing wrong with wanting to do better, it's just that, I've been on Wattpad for 2 years now, and It feels like all I've wanted to do is be better.

I've been considering just quitting and leaving this platform all together, but I love writing! I just wish I was any good at it.

Maybe it's because I see other writers out there who are more talented then I could ever hope to be.

Maybe it's because I'm coming down with a massive case of writers block.

I'm going to carry on and I promise I won't stop until i'm proud of myself.

I'm sorry if this ruins your day. I'll try to have a new chapter out today. I love you guys.