The Wife

Chapter 11: No Words

Beyoncé

I arrived at Kelly's house and parked in the driveway. I saw her car wasn't here so I'm pretty sure I'm in the clear on that.

I opened the front door and stepped in. I'm hear to get my stuff and get out.

"Hey Bey" I turned and saw Solange come out of the kitchen.

"Hey" I really didn't want to get into this right now. "I'm just grabbing the rest of my stuff"

"I know" she nodded.

"Okay" I stared up the stairs.

"Kelly told me about Shawn" she said stopping me right in my tracks. I turned towards her.

"She did?" I asked. Of course she did. "Well can't say I'm surprised"

"Why'd you do it Bey? How could you do something so stupid?"

I sighed exasperated. "I don't know! Solange. I fucked up okay! There I said it I messed up and slept with Shawn. Am I proud of it? No! At the time did it seem like a good idea to sleep with a married man and step out on my fiancé? Yes. So I did. I slept with Shawn and I can't take that back! I did it and now it's done. I can take this from Kelly no this is what I deserve to get from Kelly. But your my sister I thought you'd at least be a little easier on me!"

"Be easy on you? Why would I do that? How would you feel if Kelly left in the middle of the night and went and slept with Tim!"

"I don't know! I just don't know anymore okay. I'm grabbing my stuff and saying goodbye to my daughter is that okay with you"

She didn't respond back so continued up the stairs. I walk into the room that use to be ours. Now it's just hers. I sighed heavily. I looked over at that bed. I smiled thinking about Kelly going into labor while we were snuggling.

"Whatcha Doing?" She asked looking down at my phone.

"Checking my emails" I said simply.

"Oh"

"Babe are you good?" I ask concerned.

"Yeah I just trying to get my cuddle on"

"Cuddle on baby cuddle on" I put my phone as and I wrapped my arms around Kelly and we laid back on the bed.  

"I've missed this" I say smiling.

"Me too"

"Beyoncé" Kelly said

"Yeah"

"I think my water just broke" she said

I let go of her to sit up and I helped her in a sitting position. "She's coming"

I packed my stuff in the suitcases that I had. I heard footsteps coming up the stairs and my eyes widened.

It's Kelly. Fuck. I threw my clothes in faster. And I heard the bedroom door open.

I came out of the closet with my last suitcase I had. She stood there right in front of me with her arms crossed and looking pissed.

"I thought I told you I wanted you out, why aren't you gone yet?"

"Uhh I didn't know that you were taking a lunch break, look I'm almost done I'll be out in a couple minutes I promise" I couldn't even look her in the eyes at the moment.

"Mhm" she said and sat on the edge of the bed.

I grabbed my suitcases and took them out in the hall. "Kelly?"

"What?" She snapped.

"Can I say goodbye to Faith for a minute?"

She looked at me and silently nodded. I walked down the hall to Faiths nursery. I heard her little noises she makes. I smiled.

"Hey baby girl" I cooed. I picked her up and held her in my arms. "Look Um mommy's gonna be gone for a while okay? I'll be back to visit you, if that's okay with your mom" I said and looked over at Kelly standing in the door frame.

"Alright" I said and put her back in her swing.

I started walking towards the door And stopped right in front of Kelly.

"I'm really sorry Kelly. I can't say that enough"

"Then stop saying it. What's done is done and I've made it clear that we're done. You can come and visit her every now and then but this is over"

"What do you want me to do Kelly?" I started to cry.

"I don't know Bey but right now I can barely look at you" she said and started walking down the hall. She took my suitcases and carried them down the stairs. This is gonna get ugly.

"Kelly stop!" I said catching up with her.

"Shut up! You don't get to tell me what to do. You understand me. We're not together anymore. You better be grateful that I know how much she means to you!"

"You mean something to me too"

"ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THAT!!" She yelled and threw the suitcases.

"Yes. Kelly I love you"

"Well the feeling ain't mutual Beyoncé, I don't know how I feel about you right now!" she cried. "If I meant something to you then why did you hurt me like that!"

"I don't know Kelly it was stupid. But-"

"But what Beyoncé? I wanted to have a life with you. I wanted to have more kids with you, I thought you wanted that too!"

"I did. I do but maybe neither one of us know what we want"

"I wanted you and you hurt me!" She stepped closer to me and grabbed my arm. "You hurt me Beyoncé. I loved you and you fucked him and I know you liked it" she let go of my hand ran up the stairs.