the truth about...me????

memories...

"true love 

true friendship

true sacrifice

true heart

one heart

one love

stay together

always forever......"

thats what my mum always told me. there was always something that is just waited for something. i repeated the poem again and saw Sean look at me. I told it to him long time ago. the day I knew that I loved him…

FLASHBACK….

Sean and I walked across the park holding hands. This was something normal, at least to both of us. I knew that we looked like a couple to everyone else. A mother even looked at us and shook her head. I couldn’t stop laughing. This was fun. We kept on laughing then went to the beach then sat down in the middle of the street. That part freaked me out. and finally we went to a tree protest. Don’t know what brought that on but we just saw Roxanna from school trying to tie herself up to a tree. She told us to help her no she begged us to help her. So we said ok and there we were. Tied to a tree. Sean and I couldn’t stop laughing at the look our parents gave us when they saw us like this. My mum was laughing and my dad was shaking his head with a smile. Sean’s parents on the other hand were quiet angry from both of us. They even went on telling him that he can’t see me anymore. That drove both of us mad. My parents told them that this is not fair towards us. In the end they said sorry to me and that Sean could meet me whenever as long as we don’t get ourselves in this situation again. Now we were sitting on the grass looking around. It was a beautiful spring day you could feel the temperature pecking up. and all the children running around happy to finally being free from sitting inside all day in the winter. I didn’t want to leave but we both had a curfew at 7. we said goodbye and hugged for a split second. In this split second I felt an electric shook go through both of us. We looked at each other. I knew at that moment that I was truly in love with him. I was in love with Sean… 

NOW...

i was sitting in Sean's lap. this was heaven to me. i couldn't believe that once i had something for him but i couldn't hold my self to tell him. now i know that this is the right thing the perfect thing. alot of memories are alive in the heart but i know that the one the truly exsits is the one carved deep in the soul. it is the memory that will live on long after you are gone. it is this memory the memory of true love....