the truth about...me????

a beginning

the fight was stopped and all was back to normal and i knew that i had something in the wait for tomorrow but i can't quite put my finger on it. its like there is something good something great waiting to jump and make my day. thats funny since i have bad luck written all over my face. today is a new start i just know it.

there is the usual tribs that i take use every morning. go for a walk then get starbucks then sit down and look around then finally meet sean. the most amazing friend you could think of meeting. i do have to admit that i do in fact have a crush on him i mean who in their right mind wouldn't. deep blue eyes with just a little hint of green in the right light and shoulder-length dark brown hair. just screaming hot all over and the way he walks oh yeah just saying look at me. i tried to tell him once that i like him but i couldn't. i couldn't find my voice as for him he was just laughing like hell. the one true thing that i love about him is that he is always there since i found about my " biological" father he stood by my side that alone made me like him more. just seeing him there today really wanted me to have a new beginning only that should include him...

" morning"

" morning"

" hows life?"

" same old. dad tried to give it a shoot last night then ran away."

" hahah bet that was fun to watch. no doubt the teens were like oh my god what did we do? ahhhhhhhha"

" haha something like that at least this group was better than the other one. they puked all over the place i mean like hell i went back and i was locked out of the house while Mr perfect was sleeping and didn't hear the door till like what 6 in the morning."

he all but fainted with laughter at the memory. i started laughing too i couldn't help it. it was like a disease his laughter no one can stop.

in truth i knew that i have to tell him all that is in my heart or else i shall literary run away.

" hey maya i need to talk to you about something. i justed wanted  to ask you if you would like to go out with me...".....

" and that came out from your mouth?"

" hey its not my fault that you couldn't even get the words out. i have been waiting for a very long time and i think now is the right time to say whats on my mind...."

i couldn't believe it. as for sean he didn't stop blabbering on and on. 

" ok ill go out with you."

" ok"

i had to leave then but still the shock was fresh. nothing in the world would ever remove this date from my memory nothing at all...