the truth about...me????

when the heart choices to love

sometimes the thing you are born to is taken from you and sometimes you have to leave this world to come again.....

i faced Michael and demanted that he tell me whats the meaning of all this. how is it that my parents that ones that i haven't seen for an entire year and i was doing all that i can to get them out of hell only for them to be standing there right in front of me looking like they have just seen the devil. and finally Sean the one i thought had my heart the one that still holds it. the look on his face said everything. i will not do it....

" Maya what are you doing awake?"

" tell me right now what are you all taking about? how come my parents are in here when you Michael you told me that they are held in HELL. HOW COULD YOU ALL LIE TO ME!"

"Maya it was for your own good...."

" MY OWN GOOD IS THAT YOU ALL WANT TO KILL ME? MICHAEL WHY ARE YOU TELLING SEAN THAT HE HAS TO KILL ME AND YOU I LOVE YOU."

i said that last part then stormed out the house and into the streets i had to calm myself before something bad will happen.

NEXT DAY....

i was hiding behind the park bench while Sean was looking all around. i will not go back and be led to my own slaughter. i will not put my heart into this...

FLASHBACK

hell was a place that no one wnated to stay in. i being the princess was able to stay away from the grounds outside the doors. my father spended most of his time watching the doomed ones suffer. i knew i trick that could give you a second chance. if one is turly sorry of whatever they did on earth and truly know the meaning of love then they will face the angels and see if that one is worth giving that chance. i myself was faced with this challenge by Michael whenhe asked me to tell him what i feel now that i am in " love"

my answer was simple back then...i was overwhelmed by the feeling.... he looked at me and shook his head.

" Maya you know that this is not true. look inside you seek the answer in your heart"

then i was back in my room in hell. there was something wrong though. more light from heaven was spread across the sky my father was cursing and gathering the armies of demons. the three whitchs were spreading fright among those that were haveing a hope rekindled. and the face of Sean shone across the sky for a second but that second was enough for me to hear the faint whisper of my name...

NOW....

he was looking everywhere and i mean everywhere. he looked at the trees then under the benchs he was getting closer to where i was hiding. i knew that i had to move but i just couldn't he was crying crying for me...

" Maya please come back i swore on my heart and soul that i will not do it. you want to end your father and i am next to you i will fight even if it meant my life. but i can't give that away Maya because you are my life..."

" then you knew a long time ago?"

he looked at me from where i stood up and saw the sign of relief cross his face.

" i just found out this morning. when i went looking for you i saw you in the street holding these. i looked at them then i saw my face but i couldn't understand anything from it so i took you to your house. when Michael saw me he ran to take you from my arms then he saw the scripts said that i shouldn;t have seen it for now i have to do what it says."

" what?"

" he told me that if i stayed put and not looked at the then none of it would have happened."

" what have i done?"

" you have doen nothing Maya but come we need to go back home."......

i looked at the faces of my parents as they sat in front of me. everything was being explained. how my parents are here. what brought the scripts into my reach. and what is suppossed to be done.

" Maya you need to understand i can't let you fight your father nor his demons anymore."

" but they will kill everything. its my job."

" it might be your job but this is not the time for heroic actions Maya this is the final war!"

i looked around and saw that only Sean was with me. we held hands and made our point clear. we will stand in his face. we will hold on to our love and we will win this war....