the truth about...me????

the next few days

i spended most of my days walking in the pure nature of heaven. the ever green fields, where you fear to step on it, holds its on blessing when you sit on it. the angels sing in praise of God and the children  running around. when i saw heaven these days i know that i wish earth was like that. the sun itself shines golden and all hurts about life is forgotten and hope is all that dueals in the hearts of those thats call this place home.  i have been here for 4 days. i think. its hard to count the days in heaven nor even remember those on earth. i was told that i can  leave whenever i want but i just don't want to face the world at this moment. in time however i will have to go back for now i know that there is reason to be on this side. a reason that is worth the fight that is sure to come. 

Micheal and i made sure that we are to leave together alway together. i knew that  in a way it was time to face the future that is going to be soon. i started thinking about the best way to fight and i even started talking to Micheal about it. in this i was faced with a surprised.

" Maya you have all your life ahead of you. you found love. try not to loss it so soon. with time you will see that there is no real thread about your father."

" but there is a thread a real thread that could end the world and life as we know it. if you see that this is not a real thread then why was i brought here?"

" Maya we brought you here to see that love can truly hold on to life. love is the key to the hopes and dreams of people and only with love you can defeat your father."

" then why did you train me to use my powers to think like HIM?"

 that last word came out loud. i was so angry with myself for ever believing that this was something easy.

" i know that you hate me at this moment but you have to understand there was no way of knowing how he will strick but know he will try to go after your heart."

" i wanna leave now."

i turned around to remove the trail of tears from my cheeks. when i looked back i was in my living room and Micheal was sitting on the couch right next to Sean...