the truth about...me????

luck had nothing to do with it

there are alot of things that make you look great and a lot more that make you look good. i  tried to look at the sits in the church and saw that all of Sean's side was full. my side had three people there. teh little girl that gave me the letter when i was down there. i tried to see who was holding the ceremony but Michael wouldn't tell me who it was. 

" you look just beautiful princess"

i looked around and saw that my father was at the doorway. my mother was right behind him trying to hide her face from me. i could hear her crying.

" mum please stop crying."

i looked at her just in time to see a flash of red walking towards me. i knew instantly that this was in my mind for the devil surly can't walk into here without harm resulting from it. he looked at me with hate. sure enough that look i returned with mine.

" so you still want to marry some pathatic human rather than standing side by side with your own father."

" i would die for that human than stand with you." i spat. he will NOT mess up my day.

" go now before i decide i want a little fight practice mintues before saying my vows."

"then i will see what i can do"

" you dare do something and i will walk to hell to kill you. don't think that i fear you since your the bad guy but in truth you are NOTHING when God is by my side." 

he looked like he was about to let loss of all hell but then thought better of it. he started walking backwards without removing his eyes from mine. then when he reached the darkness he was gone.

" princess he was here wasn't he?"

" yeah but he sure wouldn't do anything if he values his life."

" come on Maya we have to go to the alter now."

Michael was having that really weird smile on his face again. what was he up to??

" we will be watching from the side dear, that way no one will see us and we will be able to see everything."

"ok"

i was really scared. what the hell? i wasn't scared a second ago but maybe this is what all brides feel before walking down the aisle...

FLASHBACK...

Sean and i were looking at the church where a large gruop of people sang and danced at the door. a man and a woman stood by the door laughing then one car passed by and there right there in front of everyone they were shot. right there they were killed. the car was red and the driver was looking our way with eyes that glowed in the darkness of the car. all the windows were tinted very dark.....

NOW........

was the marching song supposed to be that slow? i felt like i just wanted to run the way and just touch his hand. i felt that weird feeling in my heart that there was something wrong in the air. i looked around but saw nothing so i looked at Sean again. he was staring at me as if he just won the jackpot. i could feel the blood rushing into my face. i walked a few more steps then i was home. he was smiling for ear to ear and i could feel my self smiling too....

by the time it was to say our vows. mine felt weak and i was crying while Sean nearly shouted " I DO". .....

" you may kiss the bride"

i looked into his eyes as he got closer and closer just as our lips wereabout to touch he fell to the grund and blood was covering all his face.

" well now princess you are a widow"

i looked at the demon standing behind Sean but i just couldn't move. my heart my soul my entire life has just fallen down with the dip of the sword in his heart....

THREE MONTHS LATER...

i was standing next to his grave. next to my grave. that day i vowed that i will kill everyone down there till i find that demon. Michael is helping me with this mission saying that this was part his falut. he didn't put holy water at the doors which meant that any small demon could get in. they can't last that long there but he was there all the same.

" i miss you"

thats all that i could say while trying to hold back my tears. my mother keeps on telling me about him in heaven. how he keeps on looking down at me with tears in his eyes. i still can't understand that part why would he be crying when i was the reason he is dead? but mother says that this is the true love that God wishs all to feel. she says that as soon as the demon that killed him is dead then God will bring him back to life all because he is truly an angel. he would be like Michael alive buit also still connected with heaven. i saw a small car pass by the cemetary and three figures stepped out. they were wearing pitch black coats, hats and not one part of their faces shows...

they were walking in my direction. seems like this was not just one fateful meeting nor luck had anything to do with it. just like that day 3 moths ago...