traggic love for both

tough love

I had it in my hands right there infront of me...

Year 8: "just ask him out already" "yea Kate he can't say no your amazing" "oh thanks guys" I said as I slowly walked over to him the football captain why would he like me boring old Kate the girl in the corner. " ouch"  I shouted  as I fell to the floor "woah are you ok that ball hit you pretty hard" "erm I I'm fine I think" "oh good or I wouldn't be able to ask you out tonight is that ok with you Kate and by the  way I'm callum" oh my god he asked me out of corse I knew his name I was about to ask him out. "what are you wearing tonight Kate" "maybe a top and some jeans" "no Kate you have to wear a dress"...

Four hours later: oh no its seven o,clock I thought in my head it will take me an hour to get home  I could be late for my very first date. For once I ran ran soo fast I nearly got hit by a car. I knocked at his door "I'm here I'm here"  "oh your early Kate" "wait wat" how was I early doesn't matter. In the end we went to the chip shop and then went the seaside it was still an amazing night which I'll always remember.

The next day I actually wore makeup for the first time in ever my friends were amazed. The rest of the week I spent with callum. "you never spend time with us any more your always with callum" "I'm always with you guys on Sundays" "yea Kate cauze callum go's his dad's'. I walked out on them two they were just moaning it's not my falt they haven't got a boyfriend and I have.

The next few days were amazing we went out huged and even on our latest 'date' we even kissed , I didn't know it was going to happen he just swooped in and kissed me. I hardly see my  friends now but who cares I have a boyfriend and some new friends like, the cheerleaders who never used to talk to me. For once in my life things are looking up, until the accident it was Thursday 21st March and I was at his as in callum's next minute i felt a sudden vibration in my pocket. "hello wait wat how oh my god I'll be there in a minute" "Wats happened Kate are you ok" "yea I'm fine wait here a sec I'm just going out" I said with a sniffle. How could this happen my best friend has been put in hospital and I wasn't there for her."Im hear I'm hear is she alright" " just calm down please miss..." "it's More Kate as in Kate More" "ok then miss More we don't know what's going to happen yet she's in a coma she was in a bad car crash"

The next few weeks I didn't spend with callum I spent them in the hospital with my friend. "How come you never spend time with me anymore Kate I think we should take a little time of from each other" "ok" I said proudly with the smallest sniffle I knew I wouldn't see him again.

Five weeks after the accident: "what film are we watching" "I don't know it's up to you kate" yep my friend was now out the hospital and I spent all of my time with her everyday we went out and he as in him never popped into my head.

Year 10: "yay Kate we've nearly finished school only year eleven to go" I can't wait it's nearly the end of year ten and I'm moving into year 11. "Hay Kate" that voice was so familiar no it can't be him " I was thinking we could go out again like on a date" why would I fall for this again "oh what's wrong did your girlfriend dump you its a no thanks" and he walked away I could never of felt more proud of myself.