HIDDEN (D.M)

P A N S Y P A R K I N S O N

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So without further adieu I present..

Pansy Parkinson....

WARNING!/ mentions of blood

Being in the order has its perks, there is so much I've learned. From how to properly duel with the person and use proper hexes and charms, to how to protect myself and put up protective wards around me.

The Weasley twins have been such a laugh, they always try to prank Ron and first years, they succeed almost every time which makes it even better. But because of the order I haven't been able to spend much time with Atticus. Yeah I still sleep in his room but almost every time I get there he's either never there or asleep.

Sometimes I feel like he's ignoring me or sometimes I think he feels like I'm ignoring him, but I'm not I just can't tell him about the order ye-

"Have I done something wrong?" My thoughts get disrupted by Atticus looking down at me with his hands by his waist.

"What? No, what makes you say that H?" H. The nickname I gave for him, he's not a fan of it but still lets me. Just me.

"You've been getting distant from me..." his eyes start to trail off, he puts his hand behind his neck. I know he's uncomfortable. "Is it because I'm gay? and you don't like-"

What! Now I feel terrible. No Atticus it's not because you're gay it's because I'm in Dumbledores Army. A secret I have to add on into the pile I've made for myself because nobody can know about this army. Not yet at least, and as much as I want to tell you I can't because I made a promise.

"Atticus no." I reach for his hands pulling him down so he can sit next to me. I turn my body so it faces him knowing he has my full attention now.

"You being gay will never be a problem for me." I put my hand on his cheek feeling hurt that he would even think that. "You being gay is one of the best things about you and I do not love you any less because of it got it?"

"Got it.." he says, his eyes and tone of voice showing dejection.

I avert my eyes from him and take a quick glance at the room to see if there was anyone here in the common room. Luckily nobody was. I look back to him to see his eyes looking down at his feet, I put both of my hands on his cheeks forcing him to look up to me.

I lean in and give him a kiss on the lips. Something him and I do when we feel extremely happy or in this case when a person doesn't believe each other. Proving there was never a lie to begin with.

Yeah I will have to lie about him and the order but I will not lie about him thinking I don't love him or want to be his friend because he's gay. It's far from it.

I pull away from the kiss and look into his eyes, he looks back to me and nods.

"I'm distant because I like to be alone sometimes, and... I miss my room." I lie.

"Well then go sleep there, you might be unwanted but don't show them it affects you darling."

"You're right." I get up from the couch feeling confident, it's time I go back there and be in my room instead of hiding out here, I won't let them affect me anymore. It's just a house you get sorted In nothing more.

Atticus gives me a thumbs up and smiles as I walk out the common room, I start walking to the dungeons, I wipe my sweaty hands on my skirt feeling nervous about going in there after the girl and the whole Malfoy thing.