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the next day i had to film a video and decided i would just do a vlog. it's hard not to tell everyone what role I'm going out for but i know i can't give that much away

"so i think I'm gonna go get so lunch and then go shopping. I'm staying in LA for a little longer than i thought so I'm just gonna get some more clothes. any excuse i have to buy clothes i take it." i say to the camera as i sit on the bathroom counter doing my makeup and hair.

"alright guys lets go. bye mom" i say opening the hotel door and heading to the car that i had rented for my time here in LA.

"so guys... kind of some big ish news" i say as i backout of my parking spot

"I'm auditioning for this part in a show and i actually am really fricken excited for. i wanna tell you all about it but i haven't even gotten the part yet so I'm gonna shut up about it. BUT the bigger news is... i was talking with my mom and she's decided she's ready to let me move out to LA permanently." i say

land i know that's a really huge deal since I'm only 16 almost 17 but she's been talking to Lisa, and shawn (dolan) about their whole thought process when letting the twins move out to LA and at the end of the day it's just better for me to be out here. i can collab with anyone i want and theres so many acting opportunities out here that i can't get back in STL soo we're going to look at apartments soon which is crazy scary but I'm so excited." i say

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"alright were here at tender greens I'm just gonna get a salad and some tea so lets goo" i say taking the camera off the dash and walking inside.

after i order i sit outside with it at one of the tables and eat my food.

"i usually don't eat healthy like this but in LA literally everything near where i stay is a vegan healthy food place so. i guess that's not a bad thing to eat healthy though" i say shoving my face with food.

after lunch i run to different clothing stores and shop and vlog. the rest of the day i just vlogged trying to get enough footage for a full video.

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the next day i was super nervous cause they said quinn and hawk having a connection is a huge deal so if i don't have one with jacob this could all go really bad. he already had his part secured so i was the one who was either in or out not him.

"hey mom I'm going over to the twins house and then I'll probably just be there until my audition today" i say but when i walk into her side of the room she's packing up her bags

"what's going on?" i ask confused

"honey i need to head back home. i thought my job was gonna allow me to stay here for another week with you but they're really mad and i can't. I'm gonna head back but lisa shawn and cameron are in town and they're going to rent a room here as well so if you need anything just ask them okay?" my mom asks and i nod

"alright I'll see you when i get back home okay?" i say giving her a hug

"yes, goodluck today and i love you" she says smiling and i nod leaving our hotelroom and make my way to the twins house.

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"hey" grayson says as he opens the door to their house in sweatpants and a hoodie

"hey? did you just get up" i ask seeing his tired eyes

"no i took a nap I'm so tired" he says as we both plop onto his couch.

"wheres E?" i ask

"he's with kris. she's in town visiting like kian and jc and their friends" grayson says yawning.