Notes: Kageyama Angst-Tsukikage

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No POV
Kageyama and Tsukishima were sitting in Tsukishima's house and having some afternoon  lunch.

Kageyama was introduced to Tsukishima's mother. His mother loved to take care of him and Atikeru so she stayed home most of the time. His father worked as a famous musician and only Yamaguchi knew.

Tsukishima's mother was very pretty, she had soft features and a sweet voice that could woo over anyone. She was gentle and calm, the opposite of Tsukishima.

Kageyama sat down and enjoyed the small talk with Tsukishima's mother. If it wasn't for the fact that he was gay, he'd definitely be all over her.

Yes Kageyama Tobio is a raging homosexual. It's another one of his multiple secrets. He didn't need any more hate than he already got. Being gay wasn't accepted here although it was legal. Openly being gay would be asking to be bullied 24/7.

POV- Kageyama
The conversation between Tsukishima's mother and I came to an end as Tsukishima told me to follow him. I said bye to his mother and then followed him upstairs to his bedroom. He sat on the bed and sat on the floor. Bending down to sit was a hassle and my ass hurt sitting on the floor but I didn't want to sit on his bed without his permission.

"H-how much did you read?" I asked. If he knew everything I-I don't know what I'd do to myself. My parents are one thing but my ex teammates.... that's something that I hope he didn't read.

No POV
"All of it.... I wanted to stop and should've but I was so worried and decided knowing everything would let me help better.... before you say anything I just want you to know that you're not disgusting.

R-rape is something that is worse than death in my opinion. It's not your fault and never will be. Everything that's happening isn't your fault. You might not be the smartest but your amazing at other things and your parents have no right to do what they have.

You're an amazing person and I'm sorry that you have to go through everything you are going through from teammates to home life to walking to school.... I'm also sorry about you're sisters death, I hope she rests in peace. I'm not going to say you're going to be better immediately but I will say this, I'll help you as much as I can to allow you to step over this massive hurdle in your life." Tsukishima finished. He was crying. Full tears.

One thing nobody ever knew about Tsukishima was that he has two older brothers. Atikeru and Josef. Josef mercilessly rapped Kei when they were alone. It happened for two years before anyone realised and Josef was sent to jail.

Tsukishima adored his older brother Josef and didn't want anyone to know thinking it was his punishment for not being like Josef. Worse of all, this happened 5 years after the whole lying incident with Atikeru. Tsukishima is seen as someone who is cold and hates others but the truth is he doesn't want to get attached and then broken.

Kageyama was shocked as nobody has ever said this to him. He always just assumed it was his fault and there's nothing he could do but now.... just maybe if he works hard enough... he'll get over this massive hurdle with help from the blonde boy.

"Thank you Tsukishima, this really means a lot to me.." Kageyama said smiling gratefully at Tsukishima. Tsukishima returned the smiled before gesturing for Kageyama to come to him. Kageyama complies and before he can ask what Tsukishima wants, he's engulfed in a big hug.

Standing in the middle of Tsukishima's room, now Kageyama and his room, the two boys hugged each other knowing the struggles of life and pain. It's not that they ever got along, but they definitely had a connection, you could call it an unspoken vow,

One to always have each others backs.

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