Still here(2nd part to I'm Kidnapped and I think I like it)

Still Here Ch. 10

Hey Everyone!!! I just want to say THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why because we were on the HOT LIST!!!!!(Hear the Angels sing) It was only for a few days and at number 800 something or 900 something. The point is we made it to the HOT LIST (hear the angels sing). Again thank you to the old fans and new fans i've gotten.

-tere93

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'You have to let him go now' I tell myself. 'He's having a baby with another girl and he's happy just look at them hugging. What kind of person would you be if you take away a baby's father.'

I turn to leave and see Josh standing at the door way.

"You were taking awhile and I thought something happened to you. I came looking for you." He says.

I stay quiet.

"Have you thought about what I asked you? I know it's kind of early but the truth is I really do miss you"

I walk up to him and kiss him.

He breaks the kiss. "Is that a yes?"

"Yes" I say smiling trying to hide the hurt I have inside. He smiles at me I guess it worked. I hear a car honk outside and Josh walks over to the window. He opens the curtains and looks out.

"That's for me."

"Ok. I'll walk you outside." He grabs my hand and walks me out.

"When are you going to leave?" He asks

"Two days."

"I'll see you tomorrow then?"

"Sure"

"Good" He puts his arms around me and kisses me. I return it.

"Bye" He says letting go of me.

"Bye" I say as he gets in to the car and leaves.

"What the hell!" I hear Joey say as he makes his way to me.

"What?" I say "Can't I kiss my boyfriend." He's freezes in front of me.

"You're what?"

"My boyfriend" I say walking away before I tear up in front of him.

I get to the door before I hear what he had to say or maybe he didn't say anything since he didn't run over to me and when I looked out the window Emily was there to console him.

'You're such a dumbas*' I told myself 'He did say he just wanted to be your friend at chuck e cheese. I can't believe I gave myself to him.' I wiped the tears that had fallen and went into the bathroom to put some water on my face again. When I was done I opened the door to find Joey there. He walked in and closed the door behind me.

"What are you talking about boyfriend?" He asks.

"He asked me if I would be his girlfriend. What's wrong with that?"

"What's wrong with that? What's wrong with that! Are you seriously serious right now? You and steroid boy?" He says through one of those angry smiles. "You have to be kidding with me."

"I'm not" I say seriously.

"What about us?" He says waving his wrist back and forth adding in effect to 'us'.

"US!? There was never an us"

"There was for me." He says quietly. 'It's just a lie.' I tell myself.

"Seriously stop lying. I was never more but a damn check to you! No more than a little fu*k to go in your damn black book of girls you've slept with!"