Her Unspoken Thoughts

Nine

I hate so many things about you,
I hate that you're always drunk
I hate that you got a bad temper
I hate that you got a bad mouth
I hate that you are bossy
I hate that you cuss a lot

I hate that you could be easily eaten by your emotions
I hate that you got a fucked up family
I hate that they were bad to you
I hate that you still care

I hate that despite of losing yourself, you'd still give them all of you
I hate that you are forgiving
I hate that you could love people so much but not yourself
I hate that you wanna end your life because that family's making you miserable
I hate everything that makes it hard for you because
that everything also makes our lives miserable.