Start Of Something New

Chapter 5 - My Little Secret

Chapter 5 – My Little Secret

*Sam's POV*

Good thing I got out of there quick cause if anymore happened I would have got me into really deep shit.

One thing I haven't told anyone, even my best friends is that I'm already seeing someone. Jamie, he goes to my sixth form and all my friends know him but we didn't want to tell anyone because everyone will just make a fuss. We weren't really official but still I like him, he likes me and it’s going good. I didn't want to jeopardize something that could be real, for someone I just met 5 minutes ago.

So I shouldn't have gone to Niall's house and I really shouldn't have kissed him. Why did get myself into this? I shouldn't have had that coffee with him. I thought it was it was all innocent, I should have guessed there was something going on when he kept complementing me. I kept on think about everything that has happened on the bus back to Zsa Zsa's place.

I got to Zsa Zsa's flat and Zsa Zsa & Jess were stand at the door.  

"What the hell are you doing back this early?!" Zsa Zsa asked confused.  

"Tell us everything" Jess said and dragged me into the living room. They were all in their pajamas.  

Yasmin was on the floor and the floor was covered in duvets, pillows, food, magazines and make up. And Tyler was on the sofa with Zsa Zsa's laptop.

"Hey, what you doing back? It's only half ten." Yasmin said just as confused as Zsa Zsa.  

"She’s going to tell us the whole story, so sshh!" Jess excited. 

"Um, can I get into my PJs first?" I said anxious, I was afraid to tell about Jamie.  

"Fine! But don't take long, I need know what happened" Jess said even more excited. 

So I grabbed my night bag and went into the bathroom. I got changed into my pajamas top and bottoms, put on an old Mickey Mouse hoodie and my boots slippers. I took off the makeup and took the hair slide out of my hair, which made the bun come loose so I left it like that. I got my stuff and took a deep breath before I left the toilet and told my 4 best friends that I've kept a big secret from them. I was ready.

I walked into the living room, Zsa Zsa and Tyler were on the sofa just looking at something on the laptop and Jess and Yasmin on the floor reading a magazine and munching on Oreos. I dropped my stuff in the corner and joined them hoping they had forgot about the me and Niall thing. But no.  

"So now tell us what happened?!" Jess said eager to know.  

"Yeah, spill!" Zsa Zsa protested. Her and Tyler put the laptop aside and joined us on the floor.  

"Um, well...." I said  

"Oh Sam! Stop dragging just tell us!!" Taylor exclaimed.  

"Okay fine!" I gave in and began to tell them, "It was going good; I met all the other boys and their girlfriends. They were all really nice and there were a good laugh."  

"Lucky girl!" Jess teased.  

"Wait, was going good??" Yasmin questioned "What went wrong then??" 

"Well..." I continued "then he said he wanted to go somewhere quieter and..." 

Then Tyler interrupted "oooh girl, get in there!"  

"Let me finished" I said slightly annoyed.  

"Sorry" Tyler apologized. "Carry on."  

So I did "And we went into his garden, we were looking at the stars."  

"Oh My Gawd! How romantic!" Jess said really excited now.  

"Then he kissed me!" I said  

"Oh My Gawd! Le faints!" Jess said pretending to faint.  

Then Zsa Zsa teased "Oooh Sam, you blushing!" 

"I still see no problem" Yasmin said even more confused than ever.  

"Well ...." I said worried “this is the difficult part." 

"What happened Sam?" Yasmin said concerned and putting her arm around me. 

"Well I quickly pulled away from the kiss and just left" I told them.  

"YOU DID WHAT!?!?!" They all shouted.  

"Sssshh! Calm down guys!" I said.  

"Ok, but why?" Yasmin said really super confused I think her brain was on fire.  

"Ok, now I'm going to tell you guys something but don't react" I warned them. "I'm already kind of seeing someone." 

"WHAT?!?!" They shouted once more.  

"I told you not to react guys!" I said cross.  

"Who?!!" Jess asked.  

"Jamie" I said.  

"Jamie, as in Jamie from school?" Tyler asked.  

"Yes" I answered.  

"How long?" Zsa Zsa asked.  

"A couple of weeks" I said  

"A couple of weeks!? Why didn't you tell us?! We're your best friends !" Yasmin said sounding really pissed.  

"We both agreed we wanted to keep it quiet for a while so there wasn't a big fuss if didn't go well" I explained. 

"Ok then, but don't keep a secret like that from us ever again. Promise?" Yasmin said.  

"Promise" I said, and we all had a group hug.  

"But what are you going to do about Niall?" Tyler asked.  

"I don't know" I said really confused about the whole situation.  

"Do you like him?" She asked once more.  

"Yeah, but..."I said.  

"But you like Jamie too?" Zsa Zsa asked being sympathetic. 

"Yeah!" I said.  

"You've gotten yourself in a pickle my friend" Tyler said.  

"I know! And I don't know what to do" I said really confused and worried about what I should do.  

"Sleep on it" Yasmin said "its midnight and we start college at 11am tomorrow."  

"Yeah, maybe that will help" I said "and I'll talk to Jamie tomorrow and see where this thing we've got is going"  

"Remember guys Sophie is throwing a party tomorrow night!" Zsa Zsa exclaimed "you're all coming right?"  

"Wow! A party already, the year just started, I still get headaches thinking about New Year's Eve party wow!" I laughed. 

"Well you know how Sophie loves throwing a party, so you guys coming?" Zsa asked.  

"Of course we are you know how everyone loves a good partaay!" Jess laughed. 

"I guess it's a plan, now bed kids!" Yasmin ordered. We all laughed, that girl is like our mother. We all got into our sections with our duvets on the floor and the sofa then Yasmin turned the lights off. I was lying there thinking. I didn't want to tell the girls but I was gonna try and talked to Niall after I sorted things with Jamie. If everything goes well with Jamie I had to let know that we're just friends, I wasn't gonna two time anyone. Now I had sorted my head out, I could finally get to sleep.

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