Documented Dance

3/5/21

Jeez, it's been a while hasn't it?

Ballet has been pretty good. Since I now have to get into ballet getup, my confidence has been very unstable. I'm fine and maybe actually happy with myself (wow, what a change!) until I do the combonations that Kimmary creates. So I've given up on doing a real class and now I just dance or lip synch to random songs on YouTube for an hour and a half in the basement. My pointe work quality has gone down significantly because screw that but my turns have probably never been better. I can do double pique turns and double fouettes basicly whenever now!

I hadn't had carmel in a while and I was back to my "only healthy only when you really need to eat" "diet" (it wasn't a diet more like eating habits) until my parents bought more carmel cream squares but this time it was huge bag instead of the small almost ziplock bag we got before. I also got a bag of Sunkist Fruit Gems which are so good! Sunkist Fruit Gems are Hebrew School food staple because they are kosher but don't taste like gross kosher candy (ie. gelatin free marshmallows) and they have all of these different flavored gummies that are just coated in sugar. So yeah, I won't be eating very well for quite some time. I had real pizza (from Pappa Johns) for the first time in, I swear, a year. It was honestly so much better than I remember and I had basiclly an entire stuffed-crust pizza.

I had to wake up at 7 for school this week and compared to if I was in regualr school not during a pandemic, it's not that bad but it still sucked. I was actually more awake in the morning but then I didn't go to sleep until 2. I'm no longer failing any of my classes but I am dangerously close to a low C in a couple. Yeah, that's really all I have to say on that.

I haven't written anything in a couple weeks because writers block is a thing that sucks very much.
You ever worry about your therapy session to the point where going to therapy is your main source of anxiety for the week leading up to it because same.
I am addicted to YouTube and at this point, nothing can save me. I believe tonight's showing will include Harry Potter tiktok compilations, Come From Away slime, and Holy B@tman Musical from Starkid.
Another boring and short chapter (like my life lol jk) but that's all I got. Remember to sleep! Adios!