Documented Dance

7/26/21

Ok, I'm sorry for the really long pause but I couldn't find enough time to write an entire chapter.

My parents got a new app on my phone (that is connected to my computer) so now all of my devices shut off at 11:05 every night which really sucks so I've done a lot more reading with physical books, applied a lot more temporary tattoos (I really want an actual tattoo but I don't really like needles and I need a parent/guardian watching until I'm 18), researched about legal wills, and started writing a legal will. It is called a Holographic Will and it is legally binding where I live. The only requirements are:
1) Must be in your own handwriting
2) Must have  proof that it is intended to be used as a will
3) Must have at least 2 credible witnesses
4) Must be signed and dated
So it's super easy to do and it's free! My mom found it in my room today and now thinks I need more therapy sessions though so it does have its cons.

2 weeks ago was the last week of my first ABT session but I bruised my foot really badly and basically couldn't dance for most of the week. It looked really bad and was swollen enough that I went to a foot doctor and got an X-ray. Nothing was broken but I needed to take a full week off from and dance and wear sneakers at all times which was annoying. Then my brother got me sick and I had to take a cov!d test but it was just  a cold. It was pretty bad; I had a fever and no lung capacity so I took almost another full week off from dance. My 1st week (of 2) of my last session of ABT started today but I didn't dance a lot because I had an injury prevention seminar that I already went to.

Zelda ate some copper about a week ago and had to got to the vet multiple times last week. Then she wasn't acting at all like herself and she threw up in her crate so she went again yesterday but they couldn't really find anything wrong. Now she can't even chew on toys and stuff she's allowed to bite without a human watching and/or playing with her at all times. my dad thought I really was a psychopath when he told me she was going to the vet again and I wasn't at all worried. To me, it feels like we just got her yesterday and she could be going to another family or something at any point so I don't really have any emotional attachment to her. I have to remind myself many times a day that she is a living, breathing, animal that is depending on us for survival.

I got my first therapy homework in a while because of mEdICaL PhoBiAs. I have to check my blood pressure once every couple months because of my high blood pressure but the at-home machine I have to use is so annoying. I think I've already complained about it in another entry so I'm going to leave it at that. Anyway, I had to take my blood pressure 3 times when I used the machine this month because "I want you to get used to it, I don't care about the readings". Like why?! It has already been proven by my other doctors that I don't have a fear of the blood pressure thing when I was 4, 5, and 10. Also, isn't it normal (please correct me if I'm wrong) to be nervous and wary of loud beeping things that hurt your arm?

I'm baking a lot more as a lead up to the 2 days before my birthday (August 2nd) where I will be baking all the sh*t.

Ok, I'm done my not-at-all regular rant! Have a good day/night/time and enjoy yourself!
(haha "yourself" was the 669th word I'm so amazing)