Documented Dance

5/23/21

Dang, I have really not been keeping up with this. Here we go:

My cousin had his bris 2 weeks ago because he is jewish. Normaly the bris is done at 8 days old but he got sick so we had to wait. Instead of using Zoom like normal people, my family deicided to use Amazon Chime which sucks. Only 10 people could have their cameras on, the audio cut out every minute, you couldn't pin anyones screen, and it crashed 3 times in 1 hour. Other than that, it was fine and over very quickly.

I watched Coraline with my bsf a couple days later and I loved it. We made jokes the entire time though so I missed the creepy bits. Good thing I found a YouTube video that lists all the creepy things about Coraline (I'm not even joking, it's two hours long).

Last week I got vaccine #1 which was cool. It was super well organized and had no problem.

I did some bloodwork the next day and it was ok. I nearly passed out before hand but got through it relativley quickly. There are two extremes with me when I need to do bloodwork, eat nothing because I'm nervous and almost/ actually pass out or eat everything in the house, come prepared with orange juice (good electrolytes if I do pass out) and be completly fine.

Two days later I got to skip history, science, and some of math for a six month check up at Johns Hopkins. Luckly, there was no need for an echo (echocardiogram) but it was still a long drive and a ton of waiting. I "forgot" my earbuds so I didn't have to join the school meets.

I'm going to the beach with my younger cousins for a week after school ends so I went swimsuit shopping a couple days ago and I am happy to say that my confidence level remained relativley stable (it was pretty low to begin with but still, yay!). I ended up getting a whole bunch of mismatched things that I can pair up with basiclly anything.

I am very much emotionally drained and have given up on school after getting a 14/32 on a final that dropped my A to a low C. Zelda is so cute though, even if she tries to bite me multiple times a minute. She wines everytime I leave the room without giving her a treat or something and it makes me so happy that she actually likes me, even though it's because she has seperation anxiety.
I haven't really had any motivation to do much of anything, least of all write, but I'm trying to get out of this mood.
I've started reading more instead of watching YouTube and I'm proud of that.
I'm also trying to drink more water because, you know, hydration, it's important.

My mini succulent plant named Igor is dying for no reason. I even googled how to take care of it but all of his leaves which are usally green and blue are turning pink and falling off :( I took him off my window sill for a while because I don't think they are suposed to get direct sunlight most of the time so here hoping he gets better. Please send wishes/ prayers/ vibes of good health to my boi Igor, he and I will both greatly appreciate it.

I really hoped this chapter would be longer... I can't really think of anything else though. What can I say, my life is boring. Have a good day/night/time and don't forget that you need food to live!