Frenemies (anakin skywalker story)

I'm Sorry

I explained to the droid nurse, about Anakin's accidental elbow-to-the-face incident. She gave me some weird ointment and a bacta bandage to keep my airways open.

The bleeding thankfully stopped and I went to go find Anakin. I felt though the force and imagined him in front of me. Which by the way repulsed me.

I don't care how devilishly good looking he was. I hated him.

I saw him on the bridge of the command ship.

I sped walked, filled with rage, to the exact bridge of the command ship. Sure enough I saw his back turned to me. I huffed as I strutted up to him. He had turned around, now looking at me with confusion. His brow quirked which only made me more enraged. He knew EXACTLY what he did.

"Come to be charmed have you?" He asked looking down on me. I hated it. I hated how he felt like he had this authority over me.

I flung my hand back, and with immense power, l launched my hand across his face. The slap made a deafening sound. His head turned to the side, with the power of my hand, before he turned back to look at me.

"What the hell is your problem!" I shriek at him, "first you lie to me to make me fall in love with you, I come back from being on an isolated island where I was tortured, and you're the one who get's to be mad?" I say flinging my arms everywhere. Every emotion that was built up inside was all pouring out now.

"A-and I come back and all of a sudden you fucking hate me? If there's anyone who get's to be hated it's you Anakin. I trusted you, I told you everything. I gave my heart to you, and you threw it away" I sneered at him.

I turn away from him and start to walk out before a firm grip is placed on my arm. I practically fall backwards, but I knock into a rock hard chest. I don't even want to look back. 

His lips brush my ear, his hot breath fanning my neck. My mind is racing with thoughts.

"Don't you get it (Y/N)?" He whispers into my ear. His husky voice causes my cheeks to turn bright red. I turn slightly away, making sure he doesn't see the affect he's had on me.

"You're nothing to me. You're nothing" He says even lower, almost inaudible. But I caught every word of it. His words stung in my ears. Pain bloomed in my heart.

"I don't care about you, or the stupid little games you're trying to play" He growls. He pushes my arm away. Signaling for me to leave. My legs start moving, but my brain doesn't correspond. Tears flood down my face. I should be enraged, but waves of emotions come rolling after his words.

He's supposed to be the enemy. 

And I guess that's all he will ever be.

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My leg's carry me back to my room. The one Ahsoka and I shared on the Republic ship. We were headed back to Coruscant now, the battles here are over and won.

I should be celebrating but all I feel is lost. The words "Your nothing" replay over and over in my head. I'm where I'm supposed to be. Even if I have to be surrounded by the order I left. I'm playing my part in the galaxy. I'm helping stop Palpatine, I'm helping steal back war plans, I'm helping them win battles.

I should be happy. But all I feel is lost.

There's a small place, deep, deep down in my heart that still cares. But I will not let it show.

I push open the doors and find Ahsoka looking out the window. I see her body tremble. Her breaths are shaky. I hear small sobs out of her.

"Ahsoka?" I question walking towards her.