I knew Anakin followed me into my bedroom, he was hot on my heels as I practically raced from the room. He was screaming my name but I was just blocking him out.
"(Y/N) what is your problem?! That island really fucked you up didn't it" He said raising his voice.
That's when I had it, it had been a while since I returned from the island I was stranded on. I usually kept this to myself but chills still ran down my spine from when she tortured me. I had nightmares of the horrid scenes she would fill inside my head. I shoved all my power down inside me when it threatened to erupt.
"What's my problem?" I scoffed towards him. "You have no fucking clue what happened on that damned island" I said, tears threatening to spill, "none. I was beaten, and tortured physically and mentally for 8 months, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. I have nightmares every fucking night, and I know that something bad it going to happen soon because I felt it. I felt it all." I raised a shaking hand to point at him, "so don't you dare bring that place into this. It broke me from the inside out. But I got back up, and I rebuilt myself so I didn't live a lifetime in fucking guilt, knowing I could save the galaxy while I sat around."
"(Y/N) I'm so sorry I-" I stopped him.
"And you know what's worse?! The fact I have to work with you. You lied to me, shattered my heart, and then hated ME for leaving. What did you fucking expect!" I yelled throwing my hands up. He didn't dare say one word.
"I hate that you lied because I loved you Anakin, with everything I fucking had. I hate you because you made me feel something after so long of feeling nothing. " I was shaking at this point, he stepped a little closer.
"I hated that you made me hate myself, because I turned into the one person I never wanted to become. My mother. The stupid girl who fell head over heels for a man who wanted nothing to do with her."
"(Y/N) I never wanted to hurt you. Do you even know what it was like having to lie to the one person I truly cared about. This isn't a one way thing, I loved you too. With everything I fucking had. When you left I couldn't handle myself, so I told myself hating you was better than missing you, because I couldn't live without you." His eyes were wide, he swallowed.
"And you know what I hate the most?" I asked, "it's that I don't hate you, and I never really have. I still don't hate you and you won't get out of my fucking head. You're everywhere, and I can't stop fucking thinking about you" I breathed out. He stepped close now. I could feel his body heat radiating off of him. He picked up my chin so I was now looking at him.
"What did you just say" He whispered his eyes searched my face as if they beheld the answer.
"I hate that I can't stop thinking about you" I rasped back, it felt like I was drowning on dry land.
"You know what I hate" he asked, "I hate that I still do" he breathed. I could hear his uneven breathing, and the thrum of his heart. So I asked.
"Still what?"
"I still fucking love you" Was all he said before his lips were crushing into mine. I didn't hesitate as his tongue swept of my bottom lip asking for entrance. I granted it as our mouths moved together in perfect sync just like before. My arms wrapped around his neck, and his arms wrapped around my waist, pulling us tighter together.
I missed this feeling, the feeling of being home, and of being safe. I missed his touch that sent fireworks throughout my body. I pulled away and rested my forehead against his.
"I still do" I breathed. His lips twitched upwards into what was a small smile. So he asked.
"Still what?"
"I still fucking love you. At the end of the day, it's always been you" I said. I reached up and gave him a sweet soft kiss in which he returned. Not one of want or need, but one of pure love. Once that could make stars cry of happiness.
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Love is an unexpected thing. It brews and sometimes boils over when you don't even want it too. But when it does, embrace it.
Love is a beautiful thing.
I woke up and fluttered my eyes, adjusting them to the light that peeked through my window. Most days I woke up cold and alone. My own body heat not enough to warm the chill in my bones.
But this morning was different. I woke up in a tangle of limbs. My legs in knot's with Anakin's and my neck placed in the perfect little groove of his neck. Where it felt like it was always meant to be. His arms were wrapped tightly around my waist, never wanting to let me go. I looked up and found his gaze already on me smiling.
"Your smiling like an idiot" I said as I poked at his chest.
"I am so in love with you" He whispered. His beautiful blue orbs were shining in the sunlight.
"I am so in love with you too" I said with a grin on my face.
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ANAKIN'S POV
How could one thing in the galaxy be so beautiful. Her eyes were like pools of honey. The stars practically gawked at how her smile shined. The best part was she was all mine. Forever and always.
Nothing would ever let her be taken away. I messed up once, and damn the galaxy if I would ever let that happen again. My heart was hers, it's always been hers.
I wrapped my arms around her tighter, never wanting to let go. And once again I was entranced by her. She was the bravest, most cunning, determined warrior I had ever met. She was a badass in every way, she could move mountains and bring planets to their knees. But she had a heart of gold. She was kind, and funny, and challenging.
There is not one singular thing I would not do for her even if it meant I had to give my life in the process.
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Frenemies (anakin skywalker story)
Aksi(Y/N) always never really liked Anakin. His cocky personality drove her crazy. That is until she has to go undercover on a mission with him. Her feelings start to change, as do his. But she finds out her secret, one that she had been protected from...
