South park x Reader

Chapter 13

My eyes open wide in shock I'm not where I should be, the whole room I'm in is completely black well I don't know if I'm even in a room. I walk around slowly trying to find something other than just blackness. As time goes on and I'm walking further it's starting to seem like it has no end it's just complete blackness. I see a small bright light near the end of the room I guess and start to run towards it. When I reach it I get eaten up by the light I close my eyes out of shock. When I open them again I was in a hospital but I wasn't the one injured. I look down at the bed to see who's in it and it was Abbey. I walked backwards out of panic. I know this is a dream or nightmare but it feels too real for it to be just a dream. I feel like I'm living it. Her heart rhythm on the monitor was slowing down. I ran back over to her she was dying right there I couldn't do anything about it. She had scratches and bruises all over her body. It looked like she was in a car crash. the monitor stopped making sounds and I collapsed to the floor. everything then goes blurry and then back to normal this time there are nurses at her bed with my parents there as well they all look sad. I walk up to them and poke my mum. she looks down at me with tears in her eyes but they soon turned from pitiful to pure anger and they even turned red. I backed up from her slowly.

"mu-m" I say but my voice cracks mid-word she is now taller than me and towering over me.

"you killed her you could have saved her but you just watched and let her die" she yells at me I continue to walk back but felt my feet slip a bit. I look down and the room is at an end and it slits off. I look down at the hole that has magically formed in the room and it looks like it goes down forever. It doesn't even have a bottom that you can see it's just black again. I look back up at my mother or what I thought was my mother.

"you are such a disappointment we don't need you in this world anymore" and just like that she pushes me off of the cliff and I feel all of the air leave my lungs. It feels like my body weighs nothing as it keeps on falling down this hole my body moving around like paper. Soon I hit the ground with a thud and my body goes completely numb and I can't move. My air has been taken out of me as well. I roll over onto my side to at least try to get some air in my lungs. my body is just mush nothing is working the way it should and it all hurts. footsteps are heard coming from in front of me but I cant look up to see who this person is my neck hurts the same as everything. A cold hand is felt against my chin my body shivers at the touch. This person pulls they hand up making my neck go up with it my eyes shot open and saw nothing but two brown eyes in the middle of the darkness the figure spoke

"Wow your more worthless than I thought" the voice sounded very familiar like someone I know but my head won't let me think. This figure then dropped his hand off my chin and my head fell back down onto the ground and the figure walked away leaving me for dead. Everything then went black and cold my breathing quickened and now I couldn't control it a panic I tried moving but nothing was working I was still paralyzed. I couldn't move.

"Y/n? Omg y/n are you ok" I could hear a voice coming from above me now but it sounded like it was coming from the sky if there was one, I close my eyes accepting my death. I opened my eyes again slowly and see my room slowly start to appear in my eyes sight. I sat up quickly happy that I'm out of whatever that place was. My breathing was still quick but I felt hands pat my back. I turn my head to see Abbey sitting next to me on my bed with Cartman behind her. He looked scared no petrified.

"Abbey what happened I thought-" I cut myself off now knowing it was a dream and I embarrassed myself in front of cartman. he won't let that down for sure.

"Y/n I think you were having a nightmare but I only just came in after your friend here called for me," she said pointing to cartman. Ok, can today get any weirder than it already is? Abbey got off of the bed and headed towards the door stopping before exiting

"You ok now well mum and dad went out so if you guys need anything just yell for us" she then left the room closing the door behind her. I looked over at Cartman who still looks shocked

"Please don't tell anyone about this and I'm sorry I told Kyle about the assessment thing you don't have to do anything to help me I can do it all myself" he then seemed to snap out of his shocked state because he looked over at me and walked towards the bed to where I was sitting and sat down next to me.

"Are you ok like really ok because you didn't seem ok before" now it was my turn to looked shocked he has never been this kind to me. I put on my best fake smile I could.

"Yea I'm fine no need to worry now let's do this assessment you can go home if you like" I get up from the bed but get stopped with cartman pulling me back down to sit next to him I don't argue but I sit far away from him

"Tell me the truth y/n that didn't seem normal". I took in a deep breath not really wanting to talk about it. I have never told anyone about my mental breakdowns I would get from time to time. It all started happening if I ever get too stressed out but it first started when I started dating James. Whenever I get overwhelmed I would just fall to the ground and cry but I wouldn't know I was and I couldn't ever stop myself either I just couldn't move quite like the dream after I fell down the hole.

"Well, it's a long story I'm sure you don't want to hear it" I look down not really wanting to hear what he has to say to that.

"Well I have all day I don't want to push you but I think it would help to talk to someone about it. Y/n you can trust me you know" I put my head up to look into his deep brown eyes that are shinning with the light cast onto them. This was going to be a long day with a lot of crying. I took another deep breath and started talking.

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