Summer memoir (YiZhan FF)

Fifteen

AN: Enjoy reading~

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Zhan woke up in the middle of the night breathing heavily and drenched in sweat.. Yibo who lies beside him immediately sat up to see what's wrong.

"Are you okay? " He asked.

Zhan realized that he was just having a nightmare and nodded to Yibo. "Yeah, i just had a bad dream but it's not important, sorry if i disturbed you. "

Yibo scooted closer to him, and he wiped the sweat out of Zhan's face which made the latter's heart raced. He stared at Yibo who was busy wiping his sweat.

"Yibo.. " Zhan called him.

"Mn? "

"Back then.. Why did you kiss me? "

Yibo stiffed up and his ears turn red when he heard Zhan's question. He averted his gaze and looked like a kid guilty for stealing candies with a slight pout on his lips. He slowly retreated his hand that he used to wipe Zhan's face.

"I..I don't really know. To shut you up that time..i guess? " Yibo answered.

" Then you could've just told me to shut up, tell me the truth, are you attracted to me now? " Zhan smirked and teased him.

This time Yibo looked straight into his eyes and said "what if i am? "

Zhan went speechless with Yibo's remark. He wasn't expecting that.

"And what about you? You flaunt me as your husband and tell everyone I'm yours, tell me.. are you attracted to me now? " Yibo countered.

Zhan couldn't utter a word.

Yibo smirked and leaned his face closer to Zhan resulting for their noses to touch.

"W-what are you doing? "

"Looking at you. "

"Stop it. "

"Why? "

Zhan couldn't look straight into his eyes. He could hear his own heartbeat and he prayed that Yibo wasn't able to hear it.

"Zhan-ge, honestly I.. I don't know if it's Lan Zhan who influenced what i am feeling towards you.. but i know that what i feel for you isn't the same as before. It's something more than just a friend.. " Yibo expressed as his hands reached for Zhan's and held it firmly, the familiar warmth of his hands gave him comfort.

Zhan remained silent, the awkward moment was gone, only silence that envelopes the whole place, the juniors were still sleeping soundly further away from them oblivious of the adults discourse.  

Zhan looked at Yibo and held his face, he gave him a slight smile and his eyes stared at him sadly. "Yibo.. make sure of it first, Let's take it slow, don't let these feelings confuse you, once you're sure.. maybe we can start something new.. " he said.

"Does that mean?.. "

Zhan nods and and sighed.

"I also feels the same, i felt the same way about you but now that we both learned about these, this feelings might just be really influenced by the real owners of our bodies since they're still here inside us, aware of what's happening. "

Yibo smiled sadly "then that's what we'll do, let's sort it out ourselves. "

"Go back to sleep bo-di, we still have to wake up early tommorow. " Zhan said and patted his head.

Zhan was about to lay down again when Yibo held his hand firmly, Zhan looked at him puzzled.

"Is there something wrong? "

Yibo shook his head "no, i was just wondering if i can sleep closer to you? I feel cold all of a sudden. "

"A-ah? I mean.. you have a mattress, how come it's cold? "

Yibo looked at him with pleading eyes and Zhan couldn't resist Yibo's cuteness so he agreed.

"Thankyou Zhan-ge! " Yibo exclaimed happily before he excitedly laid himself beside Zhan.

Zhan just chuckled and shook his head before laying down comfortably on the mattress.

Yibo turned to him and stared at his face, he immediately felt shy and averted his gaze.

"What are you looking at? "

"Can i hold you in my arms ZhanZhan? "

Zhan's eyes got wide "w-what do you mean?! No! " Then he scoot further away.

"Please? " Yibo pleaded.

"I said no. "

Yibo sighed "okay, let's sleep. " He said with a hint of disappoinment in his voice.

Zhan nods and turned his back on Yibo, he was just about to fall asleep when he felt strong arms snaked around his waist. He tried to free himself but Yibo's arms locked him firmly, he can feel the warmth of his chest and his heart raced at the thought of their bodies being this close.

He got tired of breaking free from Yibo's embrace after a while and just let it be, he liked the warmth of Yibo's body in his anyway.

Yibo smiled triumphantly when he felt Zhan was not trying to escape from him anymore. He closed his eyes and he immediately fell asleep while holding Zhan in his arms.

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Zhan was freaked out the moment he woke up. He just saw Yibo's smiling face staring at him as if he's the most precious and cutest thing in the world.

"Can you stop that? " He snapped before he sat up.

Yibo just laughed before he prepared himself to set off.

The Juniors were also busy preparing and it's only Zhan who was asleep.

Zhan lazily washed his face in a nearby river and went back to the rest.

" Before the sun sets today, i believe we will arrive in the next town so be prepared. " Zhan announced.

"Wait, that's where the Baling Ouyang clan is right? " Jingyi asked.

The rest nodded.

"Then Zizhen would be there too, how about we ask him to come with us? "

Zhan frowned " and how are we going to handle the four of you if Zizhen really came with us? This is not a child's play. "

" It's his decision if he wanted to come with us or not, if he does then we'll keep him company Senior Wei, you don't need to worry about us. " Sizhui said.

Jinling and Jingyi nodded aggressively, agreeing to what Sizhui said.

Zhan sighed and nods " fine fine, just don't make trouble. "

"You're the one who always make trouble is it not? " Jin Ling scoffed.

"Should we just leave you here? "

"You– even if you leave me here i can find my way back home! "

"Enough, let's get going. " Yibo intervened, he knows those two wont stop until someone wins their argument.

The rest did not say anything and just followed their Hanguang Jun obediently.

" Do you have some food? I haven't eaten my breakfast yet. " Zhan nudged him.

Yibo took his pouch and took a bread out and gave it to Zhan.

"Thanks! " Zhan said and happily ate the bread, Yibo just shook his head because of Zhan's silliness but he made a slight smile when he remembered what happened last night.

I'll find a way to prove that these feelings are mine.. just wait Zhan-ge.

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AN: This is all for now since i got free time hehe. I hope you liked it <3