A Trip To Love: When She's Dying [COMPLETED]

- Chapter 7 (Part 1) -

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××× Chapter 7 (Part 1) - Music is <3 ×××

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[Xavier/Chase]

I really don't know why the heck I feel irritated to her more than the usual. Maybe because I saw her eavesdropping and I hated it. Everytime she tries to talk, I'd just walk away, sleep in my desk or put my earphones and read a book. Whenever I do any of these things, I admit that I'd always feel guilty afterward and wish that I didn't do it. That I shouldn't shut her up whenever she talk. And I can't understand myself for feeling like that. Well, maybe because I got used to her. Yeah. That must be it.

It's been two days since the day I shunned her down but she keeps on trying and trying to talk to me every now and then. And here she goes again.

"Chase sorry ulit. Sana naman magawa natin yung project natin." She's been like this for two days, well this is the third day. She'll say sorry and then she'll bring up our project. Yesterday, she kept on putting those little notes of her in my book where she explained everything. But I just put it back to her desk. And honestly, I read all those notes but I pretended not to care for that. I'm still annoyed and irritated at what happened.

But I admit. I know for a fact that she's not like any other girl especially, the kind of girl like that of the other day. She's totally different. But I hate the fact that she eavesdropped on us eventhough it wasn't on purpose.

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That girl is really something. You know, when you don't actually talk when people are trying to talk to you building a conversation, they usually don't bother you again when you snubbed them for the first time. But her... She always tries to have a conversation with me eventhough it's not really a conversation at all 'cause she's the only one who's talking. If I shunned her up, she will try again later. And I'm used to it by now. 

Back to the project, what the heck are we going to do about that? Worse, it's a performance project. You need to act, sing or dance or whatever as long as it's related to arts. What a pain! 

The whole class discussion makes me sleepy as usual but I can't fall asleep because of that damn project. Tss. Maybe I'll talk to her this time when she talk to me. I don't want my anticipated holiday to just fade away because of some bothersome project.

"Ahmm... Chase?" Asked this girl. You know who she is. I looked at her and she smiled when I did that. Yeah right. She's happy. "Buti naman pinapansin mo na ako ngayon. Gusto na talaga kitang kausapin eh." Set aside her story telling. We need to talk about that project.

"Our project." I said. She startled when I said that, before she pulled herself back and answered. "Ah oo. Ano bang gusto mong gawin natin?"