Mute - Niall Horan

32.

Niall's P.O.V

It felt so good to have Nellie back and to know that she forgave me. This weeks has been like I've been to hell and back.

It started with the boys telling me what I had done and that pissed me off so much. Therefore, I am never drinking alcohol round or with Nellie. To think that I went and kissed Demi in front of her and not pull away is painful. I knew I loved Nellie more than Demi but she came at me. She kissed me and ok she was pretty good but that's not the point.

Then came the text. It broke my heart to think that she felt like that because of me. Just because it was my fault she thought like that and blamed it on herself. It was painful. I think Louis also took it quite hard once I showed the boys. From now on I'm going to make sure she never feels like that again and if she does, I'll change it.

Then day 2 came along. The first night alone in bed was awful. No one to hug, no one to love, just alone. It was lonely, and I hated it. I never want to experience Nellie leaving me again.

Then throughout the week my appetite lowered dramatically, I was probably only eating one meal a day, shocker I know but its the truth.


Nellie had just gone out to talk to Jake so I got up and had a shower. When I was in the bathroom I stood and stared at myself in the mirror. My long blonde hair came down over my forehead as I hadn't been bothered to style it. My blue eyes had gained a little more colour, (While she was away they were a dull blue, not their normal self). I turned away and took off my clothes before jumping in the shower. I got out the shower when I was done and put on a pair of shorts and a tank top. I then blow dried my hair and went downstairs.

Nellie was back and was stood in the living room talking to the others. I crept in behind her and wrapped my arms around her torso. She squealed in shock before laughing so har that my arms were the only thing from keeping her from collapsing on the floor in laughter.

"Niall stop!" She laughed and we sat on the sofa, it was so good things were back to normal again!

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Hi guys,
this is short (I know) but its an insight on how Niall has been feeling lately as one of you requested (thanks for the idea, I kinda had writers block :D )
Please leave comments, requesting things or telling me about things you like/dislike in the chapter. I love reading and responding to them (they make me happy)

Thanks guys

Mollie xx