Dancing in the Rain

Chapter 19

I want him. I want us. I want it all. With him. Only him.

The next couple of days went by pretty quick. I would wake up to a good morning text from techno I'd get ready for the day id usually stream with the boys. When I wasn't streaming I was either planning stuff for the trip with Wilbur or watching tv.

I always have a short conversation with techno in the morning but we haven't really talked much since he left. He told me he's kinda busy planning for the trip but he won't let me help.

Finally it's two days until me and techno leave for London and I decided to do a just chatting stream with face cam. I never used to do face cam but I'm getting the hang of it. Mostly because there are so many nice comments I haven't seen a single mean one.

The fans still don't know that we're all meeting up. We plan on telling them when we all get out there but we're not going to vlog the whole experience. Well record videos and bits here and there but for the most part we just want to have fun away from work.

I had been streaming for half an hour when I got an interesting donation.

*do you plan on meeting any of the other mcyt people?* the robotic voice read.

"Uh I want to yes. One day I want to meet all my friends in person but I don't know" I answered slowly trying not to give it away.

At this point the fans didn't even know that me and techno met up. Another donation came through.

*if you could meet one of your friends irl who would it be and why?*

"Uh techno he's my best friend but other than him Wilbur I've know Wilbur for a long time I just haven't had the money to fly to him." I responded.

I continued streaming for a couple hours before I ended to go to bed. I woke up the next day and perfected my bag making sure I didn't forget anything.

I even made a list of things I needed to grab in the morning. Techno was coming over later so we could just wake up together and leave since we needed to leave super early in the morning.

Once my bag was perfect and the list was on top of it I decided to clean the mess in my apartment since techno would be coming over in a few hours.

Once I finished cleaning it was 4:30 and I had a text from techno

*text convo*

Techno
I'll be over at 5

Y/n
Okay I'll order something for dinner what do you want?

Techno
I don't care just get me whatever you get.

Y/n
Okay

*end of text convo*

I ended up ordering us both McDonald's.... he didn't say I couldn't.... once he got here I put on a movie and shortly after the food arrived he laughed when he saw it was McDonald's.

I got us both a burger and fries. We ate while watching the movie occasionally making jokes about it.

He was acting weird. He was kinda avoiding eye contact and he wasn't talking as much as normal. Did I say something?

"You okay?" I asked "huh oh yeah we should get to bed soon it's already 8 we have to be up at 4" he responded trying to change the subject

"Okay you can sleep in my bed I'll sleep on the couch" I said "what no I'll take the couch you should sleep in your bed" he said

We went back and forth for a few minutes before I finally said "fine let's sleep in my bed together it's big enough for us and it'll solve our problem"

I didn't think of it in a romantic way I was just thinking we've fallen asleep together literally cuddling on couches many time heck I even gave him a lap dance sleeping in the same bed is nothing right?

"Fine" is all he said before cleaning up from dinner and going into the bathroom to change. Once he came out he said "you coming" I just nodded and got up.

We both got in bed and got comfortable. I decided to take a picture of us "smile" I said while holding my phone above our heads. I didn't give him time to think he just smiled.

I sent the picture to a group chat with the people that are going on the trip with us.

*text convo*

Y/n
Attachment
Flights in a couple hours about to get some beauty sleep.

Wilbur
Yay I can't wait to see you guys

Tubbo
I'm super excited

Clay
You guys should be asleep by now

Nick
So should we clay

Tommy
Why is no one talking about y/n and techno literally sleeping together

George
True Tommy

Y/n
We're grown ass adults and I don't have a spare room.

Techno
^^^ true

Tommy
But why is he even at your house?

Y/n
We have to be up at 4 am I'm not making him drive out of his way to pick me up that early so we're waking up and leaving together

Tommy
Whatever.... bitch

Wilbur
Tommy calm

Y/n
Get this child before I go off Wilbur.

Tommy
Wilbur just called me and threatened to tell mother innit so I must go.

*end of text convo*

Me and techno were laughing. Soon Techno set his alarm and we both fell asleep fairly quickly.

We woke to technos alarm the next morning I realized sometime throughout the night me and techno started cuddling.

It wouldn't be a problem except for the fact he's in love with another girl and I'm in love with him.

Fuck....

Now it's time to get on a ten hour plain ride next to the love of my life..... who doesn't love me back....

Fuck my life

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