I lost him, I lost the one man I ever cared about, the man who saved me from the rest of the world and brought me into his own.
When the world was on a manhunt for the ex hydra controlled soldier he saved me, he made me realise everything in my past was controlled, he made me realise I wasn't the vile, murderous girl the world had labelled me as.
He instead taught me to love and made me believe I was capable to better myself and now here I was at his funeral. It hurt it really really hurt.