Relentless Deception

Chapter 1

"What should I do? This is so messed up." maktol ko.

"And fucked up," dagdag ni Calisle

Napasabunot na lang ako sa buhok ko dahil sa pagkafrustrate.

"Ikaw ano bang bet mo? I have a work right now but you would just do all the dirty and nasty works there. But the pay is really big, may pang iphone 12 ka linggo-linggo lalo na 'pag madatung client mo. I mean you know Czarina, I'm not supposed to be in the school right now, not trying to understand all the shits going on with Stenography but here I am, a devoted student." sabi ni Calisle.

I sighed in defeat. Malapit na matapos ang first year ko sa nursing pero heto ako at may suliranin.

"If it's a nasty thing or whatever shit it is. What kind of work is that?" tanong ko.

"You gonna suck dick bitch and also twerk in their motherfucking pants." direktang sabi niya.

"You do that?" nagulat kong sabi.

"For a living, yes!"

"I mean no offense but can't you just take another job that is something decent?" suhestyon ko.

She sighed, "I need money Czarina. My family thought I am in Japan for work but I am actually here living the best of my life in sex. Don't worry, they will just gonna rent you for like months or so as per your contract, you will just live in hell for some months." aniya.

"Are you sure that it's just for months? I mean I am not innocent but I am still a virgin so I had to confirm if that will really last long for just months" tanong ko.

"I can't guarantee that you guys will just end after contract because you know? Boys will be boys, this is not a stigma but boys likes sex a lot and we need some dick to satisfy ourselves too. So better yet enjoy the serving of the dick and suck it up." sabi niya.

Natapos ang buong lunch break namin ni Calisle nang ganun lang. Since lagi naman kaming naglalunch sa covered court ng school kaya nakaiwas din ako sa mga mapanghusgang tingin ng lahat.

People will actually ran away if they were experiencing something hell like this but I won't. Kakasabi ko lang, pride na lang ang meron ako. If they wanna shame me go on pero di ko mapapangakong hindi ako mapapalaban palagi kasi yung stereotyping nila para sakin ay hindi kailanman magiging tama.

Ayokong mag-adjust, if that's what they think of me sige lang. Dito ako pinag-aral ni papa at gusto niyang maging nurse ako. Even if I don't like this before, slowly nagugustuhan ko na siya at ginagawa ko na ang best ko para masurvive ko ang lahat ng units ko. I wanna continue the dream of my mother to me, so I could at least say that even if I am a bitch before, I could still have the career that I wanted.

Hindi para magpaapekto masyado sa mga tingin ng tao sa akin. As people says, 'Empty cans are loud.' and I still believe with those right now kasi hindi naman sila ang author ng buhay ko pero para silang kipay na sobrang ingay. I am the author of my life so if they ever wanna piss me off, then I'm gonna piss them off too. If they want tragedy, I'm gonna give it to them too.

I walk fastly para hindi na mahuli sa Health Assessment na unit ko. Pagkapasok ko pa lang ng room ay nakita ko na kagad ang pagtingin sa akin ni Farah. Tinaasan niya ako ng kilay kaya tinaasan ko din siya ng kilay. Hindi para magtaray siya sa kagaya kong nasa bloodline ang pagiging mataray.

Nagreview muna ako ng kaunti sa dati naming tinalakay at pinipilit na intindihin ang nakakalitong terms. Maya-maya pa ay dumating na ang propesor naming may isa pang bisita na dala.

My classmates started to squeal pero nandito ako at hindi alam kung bakit sila nagtitilian.

"Good day class! As you all knew, I have Dr. Del Granza with me which is actually a vocalist of that famous band The Hulks. I'll just remind everyone that he is not here to be an artist and a musician, he is here as your professor and as a doctor so please respect him as one. I had an emergency just now when I was about to head here, Dr. Del Granza and I ran to each other and so I asked him to teach things with you all starting today. It's a favor so please put your good manners and right conduct with you. That's all! I am running late now so I'll go ahead now." sabi ni Dr. Jimenez.