Feel my Pain, Change my Fate

Sleepover

Izuku's POV:

It's almost noon when I hear a knock on the door. That must be Kacchan, I hope he didn't come here to hurt me. Maybe he just wants to see mom? She's not here today though, but he doesn't know that. I go to the door and open it to reveal a surprisingly calm Kacchan.

"Hey Kacchan, why'd you wanna come over so suddenly?" I ask as I step out of the way, my gaze fixed on my feet.

"Tch. I wanted to see Auntie Inko," he shoots back, not insulting me for some unknown reason. "So where is she?"

"She's at work, I'll text her to tell her you're here," I tell him as I pull out my phone. I quickly send a message to my mom telling her that Kacchan is here then look back at him. "My mom wanted to know if you knew how long you're staying?"

"I'll spend the night," He says as he makes his way to my room. I message my mom to tell her that he's sleeping over. Maybe this will save me from a beating later. After I'm done I put my phone away and follow Kacchan to my room. He's already in there sitting at my desk, on his phone. As I sit down on my bed I can't help but notice him wince to the new pressure on the injuries. I have no reaction to the pain though.

"Hey Deku, your birthday was this month, right?" He asks, looking up from his phone. I freeze at this before quickly responding.

"Uh, yeah? Why do you ask?" I say in my usual tone of voice.

"What mark did you get nerd?" He questions, and I quickly think of a response.

"Umm, a peach colored wave" I tell him, trying not to seem suspicious. "Apparently my soulmate tends to stub their toes a lot" I add for good measure, chuckling. Thankfully Kacchan doesn't question me on that topic any further.

Hours pass as he does stuff on his phone and I read. At around six thirty he gets up and makes his way out of my room. After a few minutes with him still gone I creep out of my room to find him in the kitchen cooking dinner.

"Ahh! Kacchan! You don't need to do that! I can cook dinner!" I exclaim only to have him glare at me.

"You? Cook dinner? That's like asking a cat to listen, pointless. Anything you try to cook will end up poisoning me!" He grumbles. What he doesn't know is that I've been cooking dinner for myself since I was five years old, and moms since I was ten. Still I don't argue and let him continue, only setting the table so he has less work. After dinner, which was katsudon, I quickly did the dishes and cleaned up any other messes in the kitchen/dining room. By the time I finished it was almost eight.

I went to my room to find Kacchan asleep on my bed so I grabbed the spare bedding from the closet and make myself a make-shift bed on the floor. It doesn't take long to fall asleep.

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I awake to my alarm going off and I shut it off before it can wake the angry blond on my bed. I shake my head trying to rid the memories of the nightmare from my head, but end up failing. It was basically the same nightmare I had every night, so really it was memories. Of the past beatings and times my being an omega nearly got me...

I stand slowly, trying not to aggravate my many injuries too much, knowing Kacchan felt it the last time I was hurt in the morning. I grab my clothing for the day and make my way to the bathroom. When I get there I waste no time pulling off my old clothes and grabbing my blade from the hidden compartment under the bathroom sink. Then I get into the shower and turn on the water.

I take a deep breath before pressing the blade against my arm. As much as I don't want to hurt my soulmates I need to do this. Not only will the memories linger until I do this, but I also lied to Kacchan multiple times. I need to be punished. I slowly drag the blade across my arm, finding pleasure in the fresh pain. I get lost in it. By the time the pleasure subsides I have at least ten more cuts on each arm, none are too deep though.

I turn my attention to cleaning myself now, gingerly washing my body and hair. By the time I'm done my arms are still bleeding. I get out of the shower and wrap them in gauze and bandages before throwing on my oversized hoodie and sweatpants. I exit the bathroom and look at the clock to see that it's five thirty. I make my way to the kitchen and start making waffles. At around six both my mom and Kacchan come join me in the kitchen.

"Oh, hello Katsuki dear," My mother addresses him, smiling.

"Hey Auntie Inko," He replies in a tired voice. He then looks at me. "Are you gonna eat nerd?"

"Oh, I already ate Kacchan!" I reassure him. I hadn't ate, I only eat small dinners, but he doesn't know this. I lean back in my chair and see him wince as the chair was digging into my wounds quite a bit.

After breakfast I clean up everything and wash the dishes. An hour after that he announces he's going home and leaves. It's then the Inko turns to me with a bone chilling stare.

"So are you ready for the punishment you missed last night?" She questions, her eyes glistening with malice. I simply nod my head and follow her to the room, dreading what will happen in a few minutes.

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There's another chapter for ya', I hope you enjoyed. Have a good day/night

Mars out~