Lost Boy ➸ a.i.+l.h. ✔️

fourteen.

dear journal,

it's been one month since luke arrived and i wanted to celebrate - but i don't know how since he doesn't talk to me

i asked Mrs.Helk if she knew what was going on with Luke. i know it was stupid but i'm really desperate. she said she couldn't tell me but i needed to wait to know from him (if he wanted to tell me)

i spent my day with calum and michael, they gave me a new flower crown with pink flowers. they said they asked the nurse to buy it since they've seen it while they saw a catalogue. i cried with happiness and thanked them, because i never received gifts before (okay, just on christmas while i was on the foster home but it wasn't special since cal and mikey really are my friends) (and there was a time where i received a rock, i named her rock). they also said it was a gift because i'm 2 weeks clean and that's a lot since i was addicted

i made one to luke, i don't know if he likes them but i made it. it has white flowers and i think it's beautiful and will fit him. i left it on his doorknob hoping he would see it later

i saw him wearing it on dinner, he smiled at me

love,

ash