Lost Boy ➸ a.i.+l.h. ✔️

four.

dear journal,

i had an appointment with Mrs.Helk today and show her the stuff i've written. she told me to keep doing that and we talked about the new cuts i made and why i did it

i just needed, like air. the difference is that blades don't give us O2 but whatever

today lunch sucked, calum stayed in the room and michael had an appointment so he ate early - yes i could've sit with the boy but he wasn't there either

i hate when i'm alone because everything comes into my mind, and it's even harder to accept myself

i'm listening to Jared (i need to know his name...) singing and i think he sounds like an angel

my only friend was the man in the moon

and even sometimes he would go away too

then, one night i closed my eyes

i saw a shadow flying high

love,

ash