Lost Boy ➸ a.i.+l.h. ✔️

twenty five.

dear journal,

today is my last day here. i spent the day with luke cuddling in bed. michael and calum were with us too, we played some chess.

michael told me he had to come here because people thought he was a freak, he started to isolate himself from everyone and they thought he needed especial treatment since he wasn't talking to anyone. he became sad because his best friend killed himself, but mikey isn't diagnosed with depression. he also started to beat up some people in school because they bullied the others. i think it's stupid sending him here because he was just defending the others - using hard methods but he was.

my brother and sister have families now, i am allowed to see them and it makes me so happy because i really miss them and they even live togheter! they still togheter because they were adopted by the same family

luke spent the day singing the song 'Lost Boy' by Ruth B (he told me who sings it) and let me watch

i'm thinking about letting luke live with me when he gets out, he doesn't have a family. i am his brother, best friend and boyfriend.

and he is everything i always needed and wanted

love,

ash

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NEXT CHAPTER IS THE EPILOGUE OKAY I DON'T FEEL OKAY SO I'LL PROBABLY POST IT TOMORROW IDK