fifteen.

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by StyPotter

by StyPotter

yey chapter not being just a journal page yey

i hope you like it ^^ xx

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Ashton

I woke up with someone knocking on my door, it is 3.24 AM. Why is someone waking up so early? I need to take my medicine at 11 AM not now. I mumbled a quiet 'damn' before getting up to answer the door. I didn't expect do see a familiar blue-eyed boy in there, wearing a penguing onesie.

''H-hi.'' I managed to say and he smiled, that made me blush ''W-what are you doing here?'' I don't know why I am nervous, maybe just a normal thing on crushes.

''Hi ashy.'' he smiled and chuckled ''I just missed you.''

I grabbed his wrist and put him inside, closing the door after but not too loudly because i don't want to get in trouble ''You missed me at 3AM? After all this time?''

''Always.''

''Don't Harry Potter me, I'm being serious.'' I sighed and sat on my bed, he sat right beside me with our arms touching ''After three or something weeks you came to talk to me? Do you know how i've been?! God Luke...''

''I know, i just... needed some space.'' he stared at the ground with sad eyes.

''Because...?''

''I would love to tell you the whole story but i don't want to do it now.''

''Goddamit Luke!'' I whisper-yell ''I just want to know what the hell is wrong and see if I can help! D-Do you even know how i felt this weeks? You seem so familiar to me and i don't even know where i fucking saw you.I missed you so much, you make me feel happy. You make me feel beautiful and accept myself. You make me feel good. '' I sighed again, and wiped my tears away ''Fuck Luke.''

''I know how you feel, I thought you were dead Ashton.'' his voice cracked in the last part.

''Dead? Why would I be dead?''

''There is a lot to say Ashy, I had another thing in mind when i woke up at 2AM thinking about you.'' he looked at me and smiled softly.

''And what was it?'' I asked with curiosity.

''Do you want to go on a date with me?''

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dear journal,

luke came here last night and we talked, he said he thought i was dead. He also asked me on a date (*fangirls*) and i said yes. He also came here after dinner to tell me he talked to Mrs.Helk about our dinner-date and it will be on Thursday.

we cuddled after talking, when i woke up he wasn't here but i knew he needed to go to his room, we're not allowed to leave our rooms after 11.30 PM

i can't wait for our date

love,

ash