A Silent Sin

Pity Party

                                                                         Kirishima's Point Of View

I finally had it in myself to move after almost two days of laying in bed. Bakugou tried to bring me food and make me eat it but in the end I'd let the food grow cold and not even try to pick up the fork. I opt to take a shower instead of not caring about the food Bakugou had made for me, turning the water all the way to hot. I let the burning water run down my sides. Getting a sponge and rapidly rubbing at my skin trying to clean every part of me that man touched, but no matter how hard I scrubbed, nevertheless I could still feel his calloused hands grabbing and rubbing on me.

I felt so dirty, I stayed in that shower for almost two hours trying and trying to clean myself off but nothing helped. The water soon went cold and I couldn't help but shiver from the colder water hitting my once burning hot body, I stopped out of the shower not even trying to get myself dry knowing Bakugou and the others were waiting for me to come out. Rubbing myself dry I slip on my clothes and walk out, expecting to be face to face with Bakugou but instead face to face with an empty room.

I sigh, part of me actually wanted bakugou there so he could hold and kiss me telling me that 'You're Okay' and other sweet nothing into my ears. But another thought pops into my mind, am I really okay? Not even 72 hours ago i was laying in a alley waiting to be saved while bleeding out my ass because i couldnt find it in myslef to fucking fight? I let this happen to me and i didn't do shit to stop it. I would have beaten the shit out of that man and gotten it over with. He'd be in jail for assault and I'd be in the UA dorms handing out snacks for everyone.

I'm such a fucking disappointment, why can't I just have been normal. Now look at me, I'm all fucked up cause some guy wanted to get his dick wet. I sit on the bed, throwing myself down so my back is resting atop the sheets. The smell of Bakugou sticks to the blankets, I turn my head slightly inhaling his sweet Caramel scent.

If I'm being completely honest I could never get tired of it, makes me feel relaxed, makes me feel as if Bakugou is holding me in his arms. Turning onto my side, my wet hair damping the black blanket Bakugou uses to cover himself up with, I exhale trying to get my mind straight.

I could file a police report, the finger prints haven't gotten back yet but I can tell the officers what the man looks like. But at the same time why would they listen to me..Not all cops are as nice as the lady that came to save me the other night; I wonder how she's doing.

I hear the door creek open to see an angry Bakugou walk through the door, accompanied by the squad, Ashido, Denki, Hanta, and Jirou. They wave and I sit up straight and give a small smile back, Bakugou looks at my untouched plate of food and his frown deepens his eyebrows furrowed in anger and sadness.

Mina notices the plate too and goes to sit beside me, resting her hair on my shoulder. Her pink curls rubbing softly against my cheek making it tingle slightly.

"Y'know I heard there's a carnival opening up today, maybe we could all go and get this adorable little man out of this stinky dorm room!" She says, ruffling my wet red hair.

Bakugou snarls, not liking the idea. He's been getting hella protective of me over the past few hours of the "Incident", Denki joins in.

"Oh my gosh yes! We totally should, it'll be good for Kirishima to get some fresh air!" The others nod to his statement, but I turn to Bakugou who looks like he's deep in thought. I walked up to him, Mina falling backwards since she didn't have a shoulder to lean on anymore. I placed a hand on Bakugou's shoulder, shaking him softly. He looks at me, his deep red eyes showing everything that he feels. We had a silent conversation, his silent demand for me to stay with him almost made me break down and turn down Mina's request to go to the carnival, he sighed softly looking away for just a moment then turning back to look at me.

"We can go..' the others whooped in victory "BUT-" they stopped whooping, he pointed towards me 'YOU need to at least eat ONE plate full of food before we go." I blinked,taken aback. Really, I wasn't even that hungry, I didn't need to eat.''Bakugou I'm not even hungry" I pouted, he grunted in response. "I guess we aren't going then." I heard a low aw behind me, sighing. I nodded slightly and Bakugou took my hand leading me and the others out of his room.

We made it way to the common room and felt eyes all on me, I shuddered hiding behind Bakugou not wanting to meet eye contact with the others. Mina made her way to the couches and whispered softly into Iida's ears, he stood up and yelled. "Alright Class 1-A listen closely lets not worry over Kirishima he is in good hands and we should be happy he's decided to get a breath of fresh air under the current circastamises he is under!" Momo stood up,stood up, clapping her hands. "I totally agree let's not stress Kirishima out more than he already is." I cringed, hiding behind Bakugou more, placing my head on his back right in between his shoulder blades. Bakugou growled, taking me by the hand once more and leading me to the kitchen. I sat down at one of the tables, Mina, Denki, Hanta, and Jirou sitting down next to me.

It didn't take long for Bakugou to finish making my food, he made curry and rice with a lot of meat in the curry, a smug look on his face knowing I'd eat all of it. Those two days without eating really showed once he placed the plate front of me, my god, I couldn't help but drool.