A Silent Sin

I'll Wait For You

I sighed, taking small sips of water a nurse had given me when checking up on Kirishima's vitals. I took his hand in mine, his skin soft compared to his hardened skin. As I take another deep breath, our hands interlock. I look forward, Heroes, doctors, police officers, and firefighters were all grinning from ear to ear from when they were painted on the multi-colored wall. I shudder. The eyes of the heroes look dull and discolored from age. One firefighter is lowered to the ground for some kid to messily color all over it, making the fire fighters' normal smile look deranged and ugly.

 I turn my head as I hear a sharp breath intake and see Kirishima's big red eyes begin to open, his pupils dilating in the dim light. "Hay... are you okay?" I ask. He turns to look at me, trying to blink the sleep out of his eyes. "Could be better..." he murmurs before yawning.

With that, he sat up slowly, rubbing his left eye with his hand, as if a toddler had awoken from a nap, and my heart melted at the sight. I clear my throat, and he turns to look at me again, humming slightly, as if to respond.I shake my head lightly, I don't have anything to say. We sit in silence for what seems to be years, I try to rack my brain for anything to say or ask but I only come up empty. "Bakugou.." I hum as a response, my throat feels dry from the awkwardness of the room. 

"Should I leave UA..?"

Leave UA? My heart stops for a beat. Why in the name of everything that is holy should he commit such a thing? I understand that this is an emotional moment for him because of his rape, but isn't that being overly dramatic? "Kirishima what the hell? Why?" I turn to face him, not even attempting to conceal my astonishment. His attention is fixed on his hands, and he does not return my gaze.  

"I just, how can I be a hero let alone a man when I let myself be..." he bites his lis mid sentence folding and unfolding the his blanket in deep concentration. "raped." 

"Tch, are you stupid." I sneered, gripping hard on my jeans, knuckles turning white. "What the hell happened to my unwavering horse!" tear threatened to spill from my eyes, my voice wavered as I spoke. But it's not my turn to cry, it's Eijirou's. "You promised you'd try harder and you fucking did, now look at you! One bad things happens and you believe you can't continue." 

Standing abruptly, I grip onto his shoulders shaking his upper body softly. "Get those shitty thoughts out fo your head! Today you fucking tried to save ME as you were about to be killed! And you believe you should just pack up and drop out?" Fuck trying not to cry, tears spilled from my eyes. Fat salty tears flowing down my face, dripping onto the plain white covers of the hospital bed. "Do you really believe i'm going to straight up forget you!" he stiffened, silent tears spilling from his eyes too. "I love you idiot!" 

"I love you,I love you,I love you,I love you!" I shouted to him, crying hard losing my composer as I sobbed. Leaning into Eijirou, the weight of everything crashing down. All I can hear is his cries for me as I lay still, dead like, on the floor. 

"But you.." I sighed, "but you wanna leave me.." I look back up, meeting Eijirou's sad red eyes, "I'll do anything to make you stay!" I screamed, a huge sob broke from his throat. His hands coming to hold my jaw, he was shaking so hard. His once warm and healthy hands, frail and dull. 

"P-please Katsuki.." he couldn't continue, sobbing hard trying to speak through the tears "T-tell me y-you love m-me again!" 

"Eijirou, I love you! Don't you dare fucking f-forget it" 

IM SO SORRY GUUYS LMAO I WENT ON A TRIP FOR TWO WEEKS AND I JUST LOST ALL MOTIVATION TO DO THIS SHIT 

HAHAHAHAHAHAH LOSERS IM STILL SO SORRY HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHHAHAAHAH

love you guys 

mwah