A Silent Sin

A Rushed Encounter

I've never been good with feelings, let alone reading other peoples. But the look of sheer fright on Kirishima's face I really wished my eyes stayed shut. Only moments ago he had such a bright look in his eyes and such an amazing smile on his face only to be turned into utter fright and disgust. 

All because of my selfish ass. 

He was blinking hard, his breath shortening and hitching from each tear that fell from his face. I stood up quick and placed my hands on his shoulders, shaking him 

"Kirishima!" This is all my fault he kept mumbling for it to stop, just tell me what to do and I'll help you! Kirishima please.

"G-get away from me!" 

He swatted my hands away and start running, bumping into people in his way and tripping over himself. What do I do? Do I go after him? He doesn't have a ride home, shit.

"W-wait Eijirou wait!" I screamed running after him, trying to remember or see which way he went but all these people are standing in my way. I started to run after him leaving the All Might Figure on the floor for someone else to find, trying to follow the red hair I've grown to love so much. 

It felt like forever to try and find my beautiful Kirishima in this sea of people, I ran into a somewhat less populated area and rammed face first into a rather built man. I push off him and send him my signature death glare, he sends one right back. 

His looks to be rather young, maybe in his early 30's. His face looks offaly familiar, like you would see him on a Billboard or some shit. Square glasses hung low on his nose, dark black hair hung from his head to frame his face, a small mole on the side of his mouth, his eyes were low and hooded, his slight god eyes staring deeply into my red ones. 

I noticed the small can of beer in his hands and decided to say nothing. I need to find Kirishima, I have no time for this guy. I ran off to the Farris wheel to see the others standing in line, almost running into Denki i placed my hands on my knees to catch a much needed breath. 

"Oh hey Bakugou what's up? Where's Kirishima?" Denki asked looking around for the red head.

How was I supposed to tell them that I stepped out of the bonders I made to help Kirishima through his rape and yet if you look at it what I did was no better. I shouldn't have been so fucking stupid. 

'He fucking ran off- I can find him and his phone is still at the police station! Please help me it's my fucking fault he ran off and now I cant fucking find him!" Looking up to the others they had hatred and worry in their eyes, Ash stepped next to me pulling my hair.

"The FUCK did you do?!" 

I winced her grip was hard and even though I was taller than her the pain still wasn't reliving after I stood all the way up. "I'll tell you later just help me find him!" I screamed 

She let go of my hair and we made me plan to look around and if we don't find him in about 30 minutes we'll try something new. I started running back to the direction I thought I'd find Kirishima, with all these people around he might feel unsafe so I made my way to the less populated areas of the fair; Hoping to see any sign of him.

And thank fucking god. 

I ran past two booths too see out of the corner of my eye a stuffed ash blonde bunny. I stopped in my tracks almost falling forward, I turned back around on my heels and run up to the blonde bunny- wishing with all my heart it was Kirishima.

And christ on a stick, they're must really be a god. 

Because Kirishima sat in-between to creates holding the stuff bunny close to him his knee's brought up to his chest and his red hair hanging low from the loss of hair gel. I started to tear up myself I had done this to him and by fucking god I am going to fix it. 

I slowly stepped towards him , trying not to over step the boundaries I knew i over stepped and spoke.

"Eijirou..?"