Jungkook's Noona

7-Conversations with Kookie

Mei's Pov

I know I made a promise to myself to not swear but as I checked my emails and the documents on my desk as I got to work made me want to open my damn window and jump.

I sighed as I pinched the bridge of my nose to stop myself from crying at the workload that I have in front of me and to top it all off I had meetings to attend to today.

'well hello Monday...' I muttered as I booted up my laptop while checking my emails in my work computer.

Normally I would feel a energised in coming to work on a Monday but today was not that day though I was able to rest last weekend. I was not in the mood to deal with shit today and I prayed for patience as I was looking through my emails.

An email from Miss Song caught my eye for it was about the contact Big Hit wanted me to review and sign. It brought a tiny smile to my face suddenly remembering the weekend or rather that Saturday night I spent with them.

The contract was currently on top of my desk waiting for my signature though I know I would agree to it. It would be a great addition on my CV that Big Hit wanted me to exclusively work for them provided that my CEO agrees to the terms and conditions.

I wouldn't pass of that opportunity to work with their creative team as well for the people that they have were brilliant and one of the most dedicated in their craft.

Signing the contract would mean working closely with the boys for I would be the lead developer and in the process of creating the app I would require their inputs. The contract also stated that though I would still be an HQ employee I would also be employed by BH and would have to follow their rules and regulations...meaning aside from the perks of working closely with my OT7 I have to sign an NDA and to move from HQ office to BH. It also clearly stated that I should not have any relationships while working with them.

I frowned at that part...though I wasn't really in the look out for someone but what if I fall in love during that period? Would that mean I shouldn't pursue it?

At the back of my fan girl heart I was really thinking what if I fell in love with one of the boys? That wouldn't be allowed right? Technically it shouldn't even be right.

'but what if they fall in love with me though?'

I shook my head at my thoughts and grabbed one of my bt21 pens on my desk and of course by habit I grabbed my Cooky pen and signed the contract.

'to hell be damned. I'll just make sure I don't develop any feelings for them...most especially the maknae. I am after all his noona.'

Finding comfort on my new found mantra I replied to Miss Song's email saying that I would be bringing the contract with me in a while.

Looking out on the glass window Seoul was stil a bit gray and rainy but its ok I have found comfort in watching the rain. I decided to take a break for a few minutes to just watch the rain, put my earphones on and pretty soon the soothing sound of Jin's beautiful voice singing Epiphany was all I could hear.

Like always I tend to block my surroundings to focus more on their music. It's true what they say that music has healing properties and this was the very reason why I am a fan of BTS. In their songs I have found my safe haven. No judgement just pure love for music.

'Mei-sshi?'

Turning around as I turned the volume to low I found one of our developers, Jackson with a few packages in his arms.

'ne?' I asked with a smile as I beckoned him to come in 'anything l can help you with?'

He grinned and shook his head and placed what he was carrying on top of my desk.