You Are Not Alone (Jensen x Reader)

Missing. Lost.

WARNINGS: Sad, alcohol, SMUT, mental health issues-kinda 

As you sat in the Uber with Jensen you watched as he sat on his phone laughing at whatever he was looking at. You took a deep breath and tried to calm yourself, but then Jensen put his phone away and scooted closer to you as he said

"You look beautiful in that." You looked up at him in shock. This was the first nice thing he's said to you in weeks, or the first time he's really talked to you in weeks. You were skeptical whether it was the alcohol speaking, or if you were actually getting a glimpse of the man you fell in love with. You smiled and leaned your head down, looking at your dress as you softly replied

"Thanks. It was all Liz." Jensen put one arm around your shoulders then brushed your hair out of your face as he leaned in and placed a small kiss on your cheek saying

"Maybe, but she didn't have to do anything to make you look beautiful." You laughed out loud to this, then looked back up at him. For a moment, you didn't care if this was him drunk, you were just happy to hear kind words and feel like you had your old Jensen back for a second. You locked your arm around his neck and pulled him closer as you planted a kiss on him. You tasted the liquor but didn't care, this was the Jensen you loved. You were instantly filled with lust and yearning for more; craving this feeling you've been missing, but the better half of you pulled away and blushed as you remembered where you were. 

Jensen sighed when you pulled away, but then he looked up to the Uber driver, seeing that they had turned their music up and were having their own jam session, and that you were almost home. He laughed then leaned closer to your ear as he asked

"Want to continue this when we get home?" You couldn't help the chuckle, but you were smiling as you took a deep breath and leaned into Jensen's chest and looked back up at him replying

"You'll love what I 'don't' have on." You winked at him, putting emphasis on the 'don't' causing Jensen to raise his eyebrows with that smirk you loved. You both laughed, but then Jensen coughed as he slouched more in the seat, and whispered "Going to need a distraction" then he spoke to the driver

"Thanks for the ride man. I like your music. What kind of music do you usually listen to?" The driver instantly perked up, laughing as he asked Jensen to repeat the question because he couldn't hear; and for a second you were relieved he couldn't hear, but then he said

"Sorry, I was jamming out and letting you guys have your moment. I like all sorts of music, but rock has to be my favorite." Jensen laughed and seemed to be sobering up as he talked with the Uber but then before you knew it, the two of you were back at your place. Jensen and the Uber driver seemed to have had a great conversation, but when you got out of the car, Jensen lent you a hand and said goodbye to the driver, giving him a gracious tip, then Jensen locked eyes on you. You laughed as he gave you a smirk then walked back towards the house as you said

"Are you going to make me wait longer?" You unlocked the door and quickly ran inside but Jensen was hot on your trail. After he locked the door he tried to rush over to you, but ended up stumbling into the coffee table, knocking some things over, causing you both to laugh, but when Jensen was in front of you, your emotions over took you. You grabbed his shirt pulling him into your chest, finally feeling like you filled the gap and locked your lips on his. The second you tasted him, you felt the yearning begin. You hadn't realized how much you've missed him the past few weeks but having him back in your arms, wasn't enough right now.

You began eagerly clawing off his jacket, causing a snicker from Jensen but his hands were tightly wrapped around you. He had one hand around your shoulders, keeping you close and the other was roaming from your shoulders to your butt. Then Jensen trailed his fingers along the edge of your waist and slid his hands up your ribcage to the seam of your 'sweater' Liz had given you. Jensen dug his fingers under the lip and brought his hands to the front of you as he cupped a feel of your chest and then began pulling the shirt off.