*Billies pov*
Leaving me and Winter...alone...by ourselves.
I watched as the door closed behind Finneas. When it did, I looked over to Winter. Who was over at the window still, with her arms crossed.
"Winter?" I said sitting up slightly from the bed. And winced from the pain.
"Hmm?" She hummed in response as she turned from the window.
"I have tourettes, it's a nervous system disorder involving repetitive movements or unwanted sounds." I paused "I say or do things I don't mean to or want to. Once I was taking a drink if water from a glass, and I bit down on the glass really hard. Because my brain told me to. It hurt a little bit." I said with a small toothless smile "I understand if" I was cut off by
"Billie, I'm not going anywhere. Yea you pick on me and confuse the fuck out of me. But you're also D.J.s best friend and my neighbor" she stopped.
We just sat there in silence for a minute. It was quiet, so I got lost in my thought as usual. She was only here because I'm friends with D.J. I knew she'd never actually like me in any way. But I want her here for me. To make sure I don't die for D.J. I just want her to be here for me. For herself. Because she wants to. Because I
"Billie?" She interrupted my thought
"Yea nerd?" I said kind if angrily at my own thoughts.
"What are you thinking about?" She says wiping a tear from my cheek. "You" I say leaning into her touch on my face.
"Why?" She said quietly basically whispering
"Because I know you're only here for D.J. to make sure something "bad doesn't happen." I said with air quotes. "Because I'm a dick with a dick." I say as I start tearing up. "Winter you dont have to stay I know you don't want to." I paused seeing if she'd respond. "I'll just text D.J. that I'm here and that I'm okay. Plus I have Finneas here. And I'm sure mom and dad would be here in a couple days. I say laying back down on the bed.
She looks at me with sad eyes, the corners of her mouth curving into a frown. But accepting what I said, not wanting go fight. She gets up and gets her stuff. She reaches the door. And looks back like shes going to say something. But doesn't and pulls the handle walking out.
"Hey Finneas." She says as she walks out. When I hear that i laid down all the way and pretended to be asleep. He walks in.
"I see you're sleeping. I'll just come back later." He says and kisses my forehead. And then proceeds to walk out.
I heard a motorcycle start, and slowly got up and shuffled my way to the window. And see Winter on her bike. I guess she must've followed finn on it here.
She looks up and all I can do is smile and wave. She reciprocates my affection. And puts on her helmet. And rides away.
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525 words. This one is short. Part 7 will be longer I pink promise. I go back on campus tomorrow and I'm excited but nervous. O haven't been to school for more than like 30 minutes in over a year. But please drink water if you haven't. Eat some food if you can. Remember you're all important and loved. Dms are open. My Instagram is now public so feel free to message me on that. Its _uno_reverse dms open there to. No I'm not doing this get followers i really just want to know your all okay. Bye lovelys 💛💚🖤🤍
