*Winters pov*
After I got home, I made dinner for D.J. and my parents. My mom and dad got home before D.J. did so I talked to them until he got home. I wanst hungry so I didn't eat.
⚠️Eating Disorder(kind've⚠️
Lately on my Instagram I've been getting nasty comments about how my body looks and since I'm pretty sure its Billie I wanna slim down for her. Maybe she'll stop picking on me and teasing me. If I look more appealing to her..I haven't eaten since Monday morning and its Friday night now..so maybe she'll like me. But I hope shes okay.
⚠️End of Eating Disorder⚠️
After D.J. got home he ate and showered. Then came into my room to talk..I can only assume because of billie.
D:"So I heard you broke the quarterback's nose today" he says leaning against my dresser with his hands on it.
W:"Yea well maybe if he wasn't trying to kill someone. Billie nonetheless. He, his sister, and their stupid ass friend wouldn't have been hurt. And to be fair I should've done more then break their noses" I replied crossing my arms in front of my chest.
He just nods his head and walks out "goodnight sis" he says closing the door. "Night" I say quietly to myself.
*time skip like 8 hrs, cause she went to sleep*
I wake up due to the sun piercing through my window. Squinting my eyes and blocking the sun with my arm I reach over for my phone to check the time, 6:45 am.
Great.
I roll out of my bed and shower. ⚠️S.H.⚠️ looking at my scars. The ones from my bike accident last year. And the ones from myself. This year. Those are on my thighs. Easier to hide.⚠️end S.H.⚠️ Especially from a neurosurgeon. Doctor in general. And a judge.
I finish my shower and get dressed. Then I grab my keys to my bike and walk out the front door. I go out to my beautiful bike, and roll it down the driveway. Its early and I dont wanna wake up anyone. After I roll it practically down the street. I start it and listen to it pur. My baby. Her name is viper.
I have a spot. Like most people who live in L.A., and like most it's at the Hollywood sign. But unlike most. My spot is in the middle of the H of the Hollywood sign. It's not hard to climb and I like heights. Its calming. And reminds me that I can be in control of myself sometimes. That if I wanted to I could just lean forward and, well inevitably fall. But that's MY choice. Y'know?
I've been up here for 3 hours. So I decided to head down. When I get a call from D.J., he asked me to help him get some out fits for Billie, cause "I have better taste than him" I guess idk.
But I didn't agree until he promise I could go with him. Why? Cause I like her. But no one knows that except Oliver. And I wanna make sure shes okay. And no one knows I like girls anyways. So ssshhh🤫
*time skip to Billies house cause d.j. has a key to the house and Billies room. What their bestfriend.*
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569 words. I'm ending it here cause it 147 a.m. and I'm tired. I hope you enjoyed. And goodnight luvs be safe drink some water if you can. Eat some food if you can. I love all of you🖤💚🤍💛 also billie is hot.
