a/n: hello everyone. I hope we all enjoyed the last part. I know its been forever. a lot things have been happening. but I'm trying to write more. Ok? anyway let me know in the comments how you are and how everything is going. love yall. also I'm trying to find my writing style again so if you don't like part of the book please message me or comment and I'll change it so it all fits together like a puzzle. also warning bc there's 18+ content(kinda I think)
Winters pov;
W: a drawer cleaned out already?" I say with a smirk "expecting someone?"
she didn't say anything just a light chuckle, as she sits on her with her knees draped over the side. I think she was still processing or trying to make sense of what just happened. I can tell this kind of stuff doesn't happen over here. I hope she still meant what she said at my house. I really love her and I don't want this to change how she feels about me.
I start to put my clothes away in the drawer she left for me. It was quiet, there was no noise except the sound of my clothes being placed into the drawer. I didn't know what to say or what to talk about. My parents just yelled in her face and kicked me out. I don't think I can stay here for long. I don't want to hurt her and make her life worse. I mean she just got out of the hospital like a week ago. And has already been screamed at. I feel terrible. I just don't want her to hate me, she hasn't spoke since I came here. Maybe she didn't love me and she was just saying that because she felt like she had to. I-
B: Winter?"
The softness in her voice interrupted my racing mind. Calling me back to reality. Planting my feet back on the ground.
W: yes Billie?"
B: im glad youre here and with me and im very excited to share a bed with you and to hold you while we sleep, and wake up next to you..."
W: ....But"
B: but, i need to talk to you about something and i didnt want to tell you before, i didnt know i would feel like this for you and that you would feel the same. but i want to tell you know before someone else does. i love you and i have nothing to hide and i just want to be open about everything. because everything about you turns me on and makes me fall more in love with you then i thought i was capable of."
W: bill youre starting to scare me, please whatever it is im here" i say as i walk to where shes sitting on my knees in front of her with my hands placed on her thighs squeezing light for reassurance.
B: i dont know if its that serious but i feel like i need to tell you, and i might be making this more dramatic, but i know have to tell you before it gets out in the public."
W: bil, youre making me nervous. please tell me my love." i start rubbing her thighs with my hands, up and down slowly.
B: ok, ok, listen im telling you but you cant tell anyone. and DJ already knows, okay. but listen. do you know the singer that goes by "Billie Eilish"?'
W:yea i think ive heard of her, shes a newer artist but has a decent following i believe, why?"
B: yes she is. shes 17, and preforms shows of about 1,000 to 1,500 people. she sings with her brother, and her family, her mom and dad help her on the road when she travels for shows."
W: bil I'm confused, why are you telling me all of this?"
as shes trying to find the words to speak my hands travel up her legs to her waist line, tracing the slight abs she has, and the top of her pants. making little circles at the top of her sweat pants. she starts to get flustered and stutter.
B: w-win, I'm telling you b-because she is m-me"
W: you're a singer billie?" my fingers continue to make circles moving up her stomach tracing her faint abs again. around the small of her back.
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