tell me why I just found out one of the og gay youtuber broke up like 2 weeks ago. anyways we're gonna do a little recap in a sec. but I got mad enough to write some more. so here's part 19😎
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recap it's not gonna be word for word. just an fyi
so basically, winter has nightmares about Matthew the Maxi pad mattress because he raped her. billie was at winters house because she was hanging out with DJ, winter was sleeping had a nightmare, billie woke her up and calmed her a little. later to find out about what Maxi pad mattress had done to Winter. billie of course was furious. so she was about to go fuck Matthew the Maxi Pad Mattress up. winter was taken by the protectiveness from billie and couldn't wait any longer to kiss billie so she did. that calmed billie and then she finally grew a pair of balls and asked Winter to be her girlfriend, so she did. winter said yes. and now they're together.
and now the story begins.
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* Winters pov *
W: Yes Billie, that's a yes." I answered her question with a kiss but she didnt understand that. So. But that's okay.
B:YES!" she jumps up from the bed and does a happy dance like she just won the lottery.
W: Billie babe, calm down. All I said was yes" I chuckled a little.
B: Right. BUT you said yes to the ONE question that I've been waiting to ask you since like 9th grade." She sat back on the bed and grabbed my hand in hers.
W: I wouldve said yes back then too, billie I've had a crush on you since we were like 10. But I knew you didnt feel the same because you're, you. And you're the popular girl. The hot girl. The everything. People dont see me that way. Never have. But now they fear me. I didn't want that. I was just protecting you and now people are scared because I beat up the QB."
She just looks at me not knowing what to say. You can see the sympathy in her eyes because they're a light ocean blue. Her eyes are intoxicating. Eveything about her is.
Shes intoxicating.
B; Winter they dont fear you. They respect you. I didnt even know you could fight like that. Let alone a man 3 times your size. It was attractive but I wouldnt want you doing that again." She says gently rubbing my cheek with her thumb.
I just nodded my head 'ok' in her hand closing my eyes. and leaned myself into her hand more, feeling safe and comfort with doing so. I opened my eyes to see billie searching mines. she has this way of looking at people. its like seeing heaven in someone's eye.
we sat in a comfortable silence for a few minutes. but I can't just sit here and feel pity from her. yes she is now officially my girlfriend but I hate pity. it makes me feel weak. so I sat up from billies hand, smiling at her and embracing her in a hug before telling her
W: Bil?"
B: Yes beautiful?"
W: I'm gonna go on a ride for a little bit okay?" I asked with my arms snaked around her neck. and hers snaked around my sides.
B: Okay, that's fine. Just be careful please. We dont you in the hospital." She kissed me after saying that.
No she doesn't want me in the hospital
Honestly I dont care. I'm at a point where I dont care much about a lot of things. They just dont seem worth it. That is except Billie. Shes my only reason to hang on now.
B: Win you okay?" She asked looking into my eyes with concern and curiosity
W: Yeah bill I'm good just go okay? I'll text you when I leave the driveway and when I get back okay? I'll see you in about 2 hours maybe? if I'm longer I'll text okay?" I say kissing her cheek and walking go the garage to my bike.
