Will we ever have a happy ever after? (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 10

Harry's POV:::

I don't now how to live like this. I can't live like this much longer. I need to do something about this. I'm not gonna lie, its awful. No one gives a fuck about you.

From: Louis <3 *.*
Hey, mind if I come over? I heard that Nathan moved to Australia and I was wondering if you're feeling alright.
I really want to talk to you xx

To: Louis <3 *.*
Alright. Come in like 10 min. See ya xx

From when does he care? After we broke up he didn't text or even said word to me. But now, he wants to meet up with me to talk and apparently it's very important. Also, he added xx. I really don't know what to think about this. I'm getting bad feelings. Like that he argued with Eleanor and he wants me to make him feel better. This can't be happening.

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"Hey Louis." I said as he came in and pulled me into a hug.
"I missed you Hazza. I'm so sorry for what has happen. None of that should have ever happen. Once again, I'm so sorry." He said as he grabbed my arm and pulled me after him. My cuts there showing.... oh shit.... I quickly pulled my arm away before he saw.

"So, what did you want to talk about?" I ask him as he looked down.

"It was a bad idea that we broke up. I love you. Me and Eleanor argued and I think I'm gonna break up with her tonight. I need you Harry and you need me. Don't you see that? Where made for each other. I know we haven't talked for so long. It was a mistake. I love you too much to lose you now." He said talking my hand and looking in my eyes. A tear slid down my face. How can he do that?

He looked down and saw my wrist. He jumped back and his eyes widened. "What?" He managed to say before tears came streaming down his face.

"Why Harry? Why!?" He scram In my face before running off to my bedroom. What did I do. It's all my fault.

"Louis?" I say as I walk in. He was sitting on my bed, crying much more than before. My stomach sank when i saw him like this.

"Just tell me why?" He said through his tears.

I sat down next to him as he took my wrist to examine all my cuts and scars. "No one gave a fuck about me. I could die and no one would even realise. I though this was the best option. Nathan hurt me, a lot. I had to get rid of the pain so I cut. Then we broke up... It was too much for me Louis! I loved you so so much! I would've given up my life for you! But you just felt out of the blue! I felt awful! But you don't understand... Oh no. Coz your life is fucking perfect!" I couldn't continue as my tears got the best of me.

Louis kissed my wrists and hugged me. "I love you so fucking much... So much that you don't even understand. You're my whole world Harry." He looked into my eyes. He crashed his lips onto mine.

He started to kiss down my jaw line. What the fuck? He is still dating Eleanor.

"Louis?" I say as he looked up.

"I need you Harry, don't you need me?" He asks and I nod. I need him.

He took off my shirt and started to kiss down my neck and down my torso.

I moaned in pleasure as he smirked and rejoined our lips. He kissed all the scars and cuts on my stomach. "You're so fucking beautiful Harry. Don't do this to yourself." He said as he looked me in the eye. He unzipped my trousers, I gave him a nod and he continued to pull down my trousers.

He pulled his stirt off and unbuckled his trousers. He looked so perfect. "Yes Harry?" He asked as he got on top of me again.

"You look so fucking perfect Louis. How could I lose you?" I ask him as he started to kiss down near my under wear line.

"No idea." He said as he slid down my underwear. He took my member into his mouth and I threw my head back in pleasure.

I heard Louis phone ring. He jumped up and almost ran to get it. A wide smile appeared on his face the second he read it.

"I need to go toilet." He threw his phone on the bed unlocked and left.

From: Eleanor <3

Hey Boobear, I'm so so sorry. Maybe we could go out to some restaurant and talk it through. The argument was all my fault. It was unnecessary and I'm really sorry again. I love you, just remember that xx

To: Eleanor <3

I love you too. It wasn't all your fault, I over reacted. Wear something nice and be ready in 45 min. I'll pick you up princess. I love you xx

What a fucking pig. He said that he loved me and not her.

"I need to go." He said as he exited the bathroom. I rolled my eyes at him as I picked up his stuff and threw the out the apartment.

"Harry? What are you doing?" He asked with a worried look on his face. "You saw the text?" he said with a frown.

I nodded and pushed his out of the apartment. I can't believe this. I have no one.

I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my razor. I made 5 cuts. 10 cuts. 20 cuts.

In the end there where around 50 on my wrist. They all meant something.

I sat down on the edge of the bath and slid the razor across my thigh. It felt so good. The blood came really quickly. Did I go too deep?

I made a lot more in a matter of seconds. I deserve this. Each one of them.

I looked over at my medicine cabinet. Pills. Should I?

I took them out and looked in the mirror. Is this really what I want to do? To end it like that?

A/N: hey unicorns. How y'all doing? Good? Good. I'm so so so SO sorry! I'm such a lazy pig and I don't update a lot. I'm
So sorry. I got three stories going on and I try to update them more then once a month. But it's really hard. I'm so fucking sorry. I'll try to update more often.

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