Will we ever have a happy ever after? (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 7

Niall's POV:::::

I really don't know how too feel about this. It's like I want to be with Liam but I don't. He's a wonderful guy. Don't get me wrong or anything but yeah. It seems like everybody found someone. Harry and Nathan. Louis and Eleanor. Zayn and Jimmy. It's just me and Liam who are alone.

To: Liam

Wanna meet up or something?

From: Liam

Yeah sure come over xx

Xx? What the.... Well um... This is awkward I must say but you know, you can get used to it.

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Do not fall for Liam. Do not fall for Liam. Do not fall for Liam. Do not fall for Liam. Do not fall for Liam. Geez. I bet I'm gonna fall for him. You can just get lost in his chocolate eyes, they used to be mine but now? Hell knows. Maybe he has someone. Oh please no. "Hey Liam." I looked into him eyes. Wonderful. I wish I could call them mine. "Hey bro. I missed ya!" Bro. Ouch. Just got friendzoned. More like brotherzoned but still, you get my point. "Niall?" I nodded. "I have to tell you something." Oh no. He better not have found someone or I will personally hunt them down! "I found someone. He's a great guy and we just talk as if we knew each other for years! Don't get me wrong, I still love you, as a brother but nothing more. No one needs to know we dated. It's between you and I. Oh yeah before I forget, him name it's-" before he could finish I slammed my lips on to his. He seriously has to shut up. "Niall. His name is Niall. He just kissed me. It was amazing. I want more." I smiled at his and reattached our lips.

"Liam? Next thing you notice we'll end up in bed fucking each other." He smiled at me. "Yeah. I don't mind that at all really. Do you?" I looked down at my lap. I didn't know what to say. If I say no then that'll be bad and if I say yes that'll be bad. "I don't know." He gave me a half smile and left. He seems hurt by my words. I followed him into the kitchen. I wrapped my as around his waist and started kissing him all over his face. It was beautiful. Except that he was pissed. Real pissed. "Stop it Niall. Don't want to look or talk to you right now. So just leave." What. The. Fuck. Happen? It's like the first second he's all happy and kissing me and the second he hates me and wants me to leave. "No. I'm gonna stay. Come on. We have to talk this through. So let's sit down and talk." He gave me a death glare. Oh well.

"Why are you so mad at me? First your happy and kissing me and next your mad and you hate me. All I said was I don't know. Is that so bad now?" He looked at me. "We used to date Niall! We broke up for a reason! I don't want this all over again!" I looked at him confused. "Liam? You don't need to shout. I'm not death, believe it or not but I still don't understand why your pissed." He looked at his lap and stared playing with his hands. "When I said I met someone, it was a guy called Jake. But then you came and I freaked out. Then you kissed me and I started getting feelings for you again. But you don't have feelings for me so why should I still bother?" He gave me a half smile. "Who said I didn't have feelings for you? Cause it certainly didn't come out of my mouth. Just because I didn't know what to say when we were talking about fucking each other doesn't mean I don't have feelings for you. Being with someone isn't al about fucking them." I got up and left the apartment.

I wish I stayed. I wish I was still there with him. After all I still love him. I wanna call him but I bet he won't pick up. He hates me. It's official. I still want him. To lay down with him. Cuddle. Kiss and everything. But we can't. Due to my stupidity.

I need him and I love him. Always and forever.
To: Liam
Hey... I sorry. Can we talk or are you busy?
From: Liam
Sorry busy. Be busy for ages. Even when not no time for you. Don't want to talk to you. Blocking you.

Ouch. Did that hurt him so much? I'm going to him. I don't give a shit if he kicks me out. He has to know what I feel for him. How much I love him and everything.

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"Liam? Can I come in?" His eyes where red. As if he was crying all the time I was gone. "Whatever. Let's get this over and done with." I followed him into the living room. I sat down opposite him. I grabbed his hands and looked into his eyes. "Liam James Payne, I love you with all my heart. I don't know what else to do to tell you or show you how much I love you. I would go to the ends of the earth for you. I would do anything to make you happy, to make you mine again. Please forgive me. " He looked at me. A glare that can not be explained. A glare that cannot be unseen.

"Look Niall, you know I love you and that I still have feelings for you but how can I be sure? Sure that you're not going to leave me tomorrow? That you're not going to leave me heart broken? That you're not going to find someone new? That you're not going to replace me? I can't be sure Niall. I can't actually trust you. Not until you show me you care." I just looked at him. He was right. "Then what am I suppose to do? Go on my knees and beg you to forgive me? We'll guess what? I won't. You don't want to forgive me then tough. I'm not begging you. Have a good life Liam. I love you so much and I wish you could be together but life chose a different path for us. I love you so much." I kissed him on the cheek and left. He didn't call me back to stay with him. He let me go. He didn't ask me to stay.

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"Hey Niall!"
"Um... who is this?"
"Oh, I'm just Liam's friend. You know Liam Payne?"
"Yeah but I still don't have a clue why you're talking to me and how you have my number"
"It's all gonna be clear Niall when you meet me in the alley way near your apartment." He ended. What the fuck was that? A threat? I might as well go.

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"So Niall I see you came." It was Roy. This stuck up bitch. "Yeah. Are you blind or what shit?" I never liked him. "Oh Niall you and your Irish charm. Follow me." He grabbed my wrist. He grabbed it hard. I tried to escape his grip but the just slapped me. He pulled me into a room. It was empty. But, at the far far end there where 3 men. They had something in their hands but I couldn't see.

He threw my at the ground. "Take care of him boys." Take care of me?! "What the fuck are you gonna do to me?!" I felt a severe pain in my stomach. "Shut the fuck up you filthy animal." He kicked me. They where going to kill me.

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Liam's POV::::

I can't believe it. I seriously can't. But I don't want to. I don't want to understand why he acted that way. Yes, I still love him but I'm not going to fall on my knees and beg him to come back and forgive me for not asking him to stay. No, if he loves me he'll come back.

No, I can't. I have to tell him I love him. I could loose him. I mean, did you ever look at him face? Every girls and guys dream to back able to call it yours.

I tried calling him. He kept cutting the call on the first dial. What the fuck? "Hello?" He finally picked up the phone. "Yes, Liam hello." That wasn't Niall. "Who are you?"
"Oh Liam. It's me Roy. Remember me?"
"Roy! What the fuck do you want and where is Niall?!"
"Oh. That little bitch? He's right next to me. But you're not gonna be able to speak to him."
"What?! Why?!"
"Well Liam, if he say the wrong thing, we're gonna kill him. Have a great life. Bye." And Niall might die. I need to save him.

A/N:: so what do you think? Sorry I didn't write for long. But I'm back. Tell me what you think. Vote. Follow. Favourite.