Harry's POV::
He is a lying pig. Louis William Tomlinson. I mean it. I tried forgiving him but I can't. He hurt me too much. So no.
He wrote a tweet saying- well how this? Larry is the biggest load of bullshit I ever heard! I'm happy and why can't you accept that?! I might be just a tweet but I knew that one tweet will change my life. I just felt it.
"Yeah hey! I missed you too from our last meeting! Yeah sure we can meet up! It's really great to see we're actually getting along Eleanor. I'm really happy. So in Starbucks? Yeah sure I'll be there bye." What?! 'I missed you from our last meeting'?! And 'I'm really happy'?!
So first that witch comes into my life and now tries to take my boyfriend away?! Oh hell no! He's mine and only mine. "Hey Lou where you going?" I acted like I didn't know anything. "Oh. I'm forced to go on a date with Eleanor to Starbucks! I can't wait till it's gonna be over. I'm going to have to stay at her house to make it look like there's something between us. So I'm sorry." He attached our lips. This didn't feel right. It felt wrong. It felt terrible! He lied to me! He said that he was 'forced' when he clearly wants to go! I can't believe this. What if he's gonna break up with me and never speak to me again? Like forget about me? I heard my phone ring. It was Louis. "Hey I'm not going to be home for a few nights so don't worry about me." Oh just have kids with her! "What I thought you hated her!" It was silent. So it's true! He actually likes her! "Well, yeah. She's a really nice girl and if you want you can come with me and the boys and Eleanor bowling today." WHAT! EVEN THE BOYS!? "No. Bye." I cut the phone and called Nathan straight away. He said he's gonna come over.
I heard the door bell ring. it was Nathan. "What's going on babe?" I threw my self into his his arms. "He changed Nathan! Do you understand that? He started to actually like her! He's gonna leave me! Do you understand that? It hurts. It really does." He held me closer than ever before. "Come on. Take your things when Louis comes home and you can stay at my house. If you want I can stay with you for the time when when Louis isn't home." I nodded. How could I leave such a guy? He's perfect for me. "Harry? Wanna go some where tonight? To stop thinking about Louis?" Why was he so. Ice to me? "Nathan? If your nice to me just because I'm going through a hard time then don't be. I thought you hated me because I felt you and when to Louis? Don't you hate me?" He looked hurt. As if I just hurt him by what I said. "No. I don't hate you. I still love you. I really lot." He still loves me?! After all I did to him? He has a really big heart. "Can I tell you something?" He nodded slowly. "I think Louis and I are going to break up. He loves Eleanor. Something else I need to tell you." I looked in his eyes and slowly lowered my lips on to his. He smiled into the kiss. "I thought your never gonna come back to me Harry. I thought I'm going to need to get another boyfriend."
We just stood there and kissed for a little longer. "How could you forgive such a person like me? First I said how bad Louis is and then I was with him and now I'm back to you. What if I leave you again? What if Louis would want me back? Why are you trusting me again? Do I actually deserve your trust? Do I deserve your love? Do I even deserve your presence? No. I don't deserve any of them. I don't deserve even deserve you! You can get better than me! So much better. Why do you what to waste your life with me? Not with someone that actually deserves your love." A tear rolled down my cheek. He looked at me and pulled me into a hug and kissed me. "I know. But I can't imagine my life without you by my side. You belong next to me and I belong next to you. I want you and I need you. I don't want you to go back to Louis. He's gonna break your heart again. I won't. I won't ever leave you. I still love you." We were about to kiss but my phone started to ring. "Harry. It's Louis so don't answer." Let it ring. He attached out lips together. It felt different with Louis. He was more rough. But Nathan was gentle. I wonder if he's as gentle in bed. "Nathan? Are you as gentle in bed?" He gave me a confused look but then started laughing. "There's only one way to find out."
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