𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙱𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝙰𝚏𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚛 || 𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙿𝙻𝙴𝚃𝙴𝙳

Chapter Twelve

His arms wrap around me and place me down on the bed, his lips trace my skin making my body enlighten. My hands travel from his dark brown hair to his shoulders digging my nails in as he slips his cock inside of me, "Fuck," he growls under his breath. He looks back at me and crashes his lips against mine. he breaks away from my lips as I throw my head deeper into the pillow. I open my eyes to see his hazel eyes admiring me as I crumple apart under him. I go to run my hands through his dark brown hair when I notice it is now dark blonde. I freeze making him stop and look at me. His hazel eyes look at me in confusion, "What's wrong," he asks, and that's when it hits me.

My body jolts up in shock and sweat beads decorate my forehead. I look down at my hand to see it shaking uncontrollably, "For god sake," I mumble to myself and throw my body back onto my bed. Why was I dreaming of him again? It started off being Landon on top of me which I didn't mind at all but then it all changed, and it was him on top of me. I tug at my hair replaying the nightmare or whatever you want to call it in my head.

Eventually, I fell back asleep, but the nightmares didn't stop they always changed from my mum's car crash to Harley torturing me and Landon exposing me to the world. It was an endless cycle. I glance over to my alarm clock to see it's only 1:30 am. I sigh and roll out of bed making my way into the kitchen. I grab a glass off the drying rack and set it under the tap before turning the tap on letting it fill my cup up. I flip the tap off and bring the cup to my mouth letting the refreshing liquid glide down my throat. I place the glass down once I have emptied it and rest my back against the counter taking in deep breathes.

"The nightmares back Charlie?" I tense at her ear-piercing voice.

"Piss off," I murmur under my breath.

Her wicked giggle rings through my ears, "I can't do that Charlie-."

"Charlotte-Rose," I correct her.

"Oh, Charlie don't be like that," I can imagine her rolling her eyes at me, "But Charlie I can take your nightmares away I know how to make them stop you just have to do one thing," my body shivers as I already know what that one thing is.

"No," I say sternly, "It will always be no, and you can't change my mind," I clench my fist together, "I rather suffer the nightmares, the hallucination, and everything, else before I risk everything I have to tell the truth," I can't tell if I'm sad or angry because my fist are clenched shut with my knuckles white, but tears run down my cheeks just thinking about that night.

"Charlie, you're driving yourself insane by doing this and you're going to lose everything anyway if you keep going like this with all your emotions buddle up," there isn't one bit of sympathy in her voice, "And I get to sit here and watch you fall apart. Watch you lose everything," of course you would. I don't say anything I just walk off back to my bedroom.

Harley doesn't follow me which I'm happy about I get to have my thinking space back. I take my phone off my bedside table to see all the messages I've ignored from Landon. To my surprise, he is still up by the looks of his recent message. I scroll through all the messages reading how he is begging me to reply to him. My heart aches and flutters at the same time which confuses my head on what I should be feeling right now.

I decide to reply to Landon's 100th message.

Hey Landon, can you come over? Please I need someone here right now.

I hit send without even thinking about it. I just want him here for some comfort I don't want to have sex I just need to know someone is here for me and maybe the nightmares will go away for the night.