smile!! [yugbam]

see the light by kyg

i think i'm crazy the more i see you
the more my head fills with you
it spreads to my heart
my breath gets shorter

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wow. i'm so in love with you.

yugyeom stares at bambam as he breathes heavily on the ground, gazing up at the stars. yugyeom was laying next to him, just taking in all of his beauty.

how did so much time go by that it was already midnight? and the crazy thing is, just looking at him from head to toe again made him want to yet again go for another round.

today he just felt so crazy for him.

yugyeom tried to break the silence by pinchin bambam's cheek to get his attention. he snickered at the side eye bam was giving to him. "so. what do you think?" yugyeom turned to his side to squish both his cheeks. "you know, it being your first time or whatever. you like it?" yugyeom felt a bit embarrassed for wanting validation in their hours of vulnerability.

bambam chuckled and turned to his side to face yugyeom. his bangs swept down his face. "yea. it's a wonderful feeling. but i was really scared i would do something wrong. did you like it?" he looked down at himself, it reminding himself that he was only wearing yugyeom's long tshirt.

yugyeom sat up and looked up at the shining stars painting the once-was pitch black sky. "of course i did, silly." he gestured for bam to come sit on his lap. he felt his heart beat as the boy crawled up to him and sat down on top of him.

"ah that's good." bambam slyly muttered out as yugyeom rested his head on his shoulder, kissing the bottom of his side chin.

the two couldn't stop making skin contact with each other. yugyeom wanted to kiss him everywhere possible. right in the moment, they both felt a sensation of how much they enjoyed living on this earth, to realize their purpose was to be with each other, make each other happy, and take care of each other. and each other only. "bam. i really like you a lot." yugyeom had to spit out of himself once more. his hand started to wander under bambam's shirt again. "you know that? hm? i don't want to lose you."

bambam couldn't stop going crazy over all the intimate gestures yugyeom does to him since when they started. he never got over how satisfying it was to him. he never got bored of the euphoric feeling. "ah... i could obviously tell." he tried to talk to him back.

"you know when you listen to a song over and over again but yet somehow you still can't get all the lyrics down?" he used his other hand that wasn't busy to try to turn bambam's head to face him as much as possible.

"yea?"

"well you're gonna have to keep putting me on loop till you 100% got the message down. i don't want you to ever forget it, even if you haven't heard it in years. once it comes back, you'll still have it wedged down in your memory, keeping it safe forever." he loved see the look on bambam's face when he tells him such heartfelt things.

"aw." bambam's expression was just filled with such love and admiration. "that's so sweet of you to say. but..." he turned his whole body around to directly face yugyeom, wrapping his arms around, placing his hands on the back of his neck. "haven't heard it in years? are you leaving me? will there ever be a time where you're not with me?"

yugyeom vigorously shook his head, heartbroken at the sight of the pouting boy. "no no! like i said, i'm never leaving you! you're too precious for me to ever have my eyes off of you. promise."

"good. because... i really like you too. and the thought of me not being with you, how we are now, scared me to death." his eyes almost became glassy.

"bam... you don't have to worry about that. ever." yugyeom strokes his hair softly. "just seeing our chemistry today..." he paused thinking about all the cheesy words that popped in his brain. "i'm crazy for you." he couldn't contain himself. "i believe we are meant for each other! don't you think?"

bambam couldn't help but giggle. "i can't believe i get to be with you. i'm yugyeom's boyfriend?? what a dream come true!" he roughly fell into yugyeom's lips once more.

"stupid. wanna go again now?"

"do i ever?"