Let Me Be Me {Completed}

Chapter 26: Five girls dreams

-Shelby pov-
She has her days of being mean. She can be as evil as they come. But some days she can be sweet. Like using a snow day to get everyone out a day early.

It's been a nice day honestly. I've been cuddling with my girlfriends all morning. Santana got us breakfast and came back. She still is a little worn out so she's been getting the most cuddle care.

I love doing this with them. I love being with them in general. I don't know what I'd be doing if I wasn't. I really don't wanna imagine being without them.

"Someone's gears are cooking" Quinn pecks my cheek "You ok? Is it cause the moms have Beth?"

"No" I sigh "What are your girls dreams? Like what do you all wanna be?"

"Dance teacher" Brittany smiles "I wanna be a dance teacher and a mom of a BUNCH of kids! All the blonde and brunette little ones running around!"

Santana smiles and looks at me "I wanna be a singer or a music teacher" She cups my face "I hear they are the hottest teachers"

"Funny" everyone chuckles and I free my face to turn toward Quinn "What do you wanna be?"

"A mom" A sad smile falls on her face "I haven't thought too much else into it"

"I'm surprised none of you said my wife" Theres chuckles again and I smile "Where do you all wanna go?"

"Well dancing I can do classes and find jobs" Brittany shrugs "I can go through that and then teach eventually"

"I could go where ever for teaching" Santana shrugs "So state doesn't matter"

"I still don't know" Quinn sighs "I could just be a babysitter and stay at home mom...all Fabray women are good for anyways honestly"

"I won't push you two to go to colleges" I cup Quinn's face "You are worth everything! You.are.talented! You can do so much more than be a stay at home mom! If you wanna be something then go be something!"

"Rachel gave up Broadway" I turn and look at Santana confused "It was a possibility but she..she really is giving up Broadway"

"It's the truth" I look at the door and see sugar there "She told me last night she's giving it up"

I look at the blanket covering me "Huh" I let the new information sink in a bit "Girls..let me get up and talk to Rachel real quick"

"She's in the bed room" I get up and walk past sugar "Good luck"

I nod and walk to the bedroom. I open the door and smile. I slowly close it and walk over to my sleeping girl. She looks so much like me.

"You know you don't have to stare" My not so sleeping girl "What's up?"

"You are giving up Broadway?" Rachel sighs and sits up "Isn't that what you have wanted for so long? You wanted to hold up a Tony and sing in a funny girl revival!"

"I want a family" Rachel doesn't look up at me "Sugar also won't be with me if I move to New York...it just would not be the same without her"

"Oh baby girl" I pull her into me as I sit on the bed "You also have to think about yourself ok? I understand thinking with your heart but..sometimes you have to think with your brain and do what it says you should"

"What if I leave and she finds someone better?" She sniffles and I feel her body start to shake "What if...what if I end up being a failure?!"

I pull back and cup her face "So what?" I give her a caring smile "That girl loves you so much! I don't think she'd care about any of that...why don't you go talk to her?"