Let Me Be Me {Completed}

Chapter 46

-Sugar pov-
Everyone has been awkward around me all week. It has been exactly a week since the party. Everyone I see acts like I have almost died. I know what happened but still.

The guy did not get very far with me. He could have if Blaine was not there. I have been talking with a therapist everyday too. He has been helping me a lot.

I am not broken like they may think I am. Sure I still have some anxiety going on around guys. That is the reason I picked a guy therapist. If I can talk to one and get used to being around him, maybe I can get better.

It is not just here either honestly. I have been treated differently at home too. I feel like they think I am super fragile right now. It is not even like the guy is free anymore.

Someone from the party identified him the other day. I was called in and helped them put him away. I understand how this usually goes and I appreciate everyone honestly. But I still wanna feel like a normal person.

They are taking away my normal right now. I do not need pity or anything like that. I need them to treat me like they would normally. I have a song that is out there but I think could be good.

-Time skip-
"Alright glee club!" Shelby smiles as she stands in the front "I have our musical selected! I will be working on ge~"

"Welcome the new assistant coach and Spanish teacher!" Santana's jaw drops as Maribel walks in "Sorry I thought the meeting had not started yet"

"It ju~"

"Let's get physical everyone!" I smile as Lucy's jaw drops now "I am the new physical trainer! Well partially! Still have a few classes to finish"

I can not hold my laughter back anymore "T-the look" I start losing it "You two! That was golden!"

I stop my laughing fit to see everyone's eyes on me. There are smiles on everyone's faces. I notice it is not pity this time but true happiness. They are happy for me right now.

"Can I speak please?" Shelby nods and I walk to the front of the club "I have been short with some of you..I know I have somethings that I will still have to overcome..but I know that I have you all as a family to support me! I was gonna sing something but I think I have another song idea"

I look to Shelby who nods with a smile. I walk to the piano and sit down on the bench. I take a deep breath and look at the keys. The band slowly comes in to help.

-Sugar singing-

You're broken down and tired
Of living life on a merry-go-round
And you can't find the fighter
But I see it in you so we gonna walk it out
Move mountains
We gonna walk it out
And move mountains

And I'll rise up
I'll rise like the day
I'll rise up
I'll rise unafraid
I'll rise up
And I'll do it a thousand times again
And I'll rise up
High like the waves
I'll rise up
In spite of the ache
I'll rise up
And I'll do it a thousand times again
For you
For you
For you
For you

When the silence isn't quiet
And it feels like it's getting hard to breathe
And I know you feel like dying
But I promise we'll take the world to its feet
Move mountains
Bring it to its feet
Move mountains

And I'll rise up
I'll rise like the day
I'll rise up
I'll rise unafraid
I'll rise up
And I'll do it a thousand times again
For you
For you
For you
For you

All we need all we need is hope
And for that we have each other
And for that we have each other
And we will rise
We will rise
We'll rise
We'll rise

I'll rise up
Rise like the day
I'll rise up
In spite of the ache
I will rise a thousand times again
And we'll rise up
High like the waves
We'll rise up
In spite of the ache
We'll rise up
And we'll do it a thousand times again
For you
For you
For you
For you

"That was great" Shelby comes over and puts a hand on my shoulder "You will get through this with us all by your side"

"Is this the part we group hug?" Maribel smacks Santana on the shoulder while I chuckle "Hey! We all were thinking it!"

"We can group hug after Shelby finishes the play announcement" I look at Shelby "What you got for us?"

"We will be doing high school musical" Shelby seems to be confused why none of us are excited "What?"

"You need some guys in that" Lucy looks around then back to Shelby "We are missing those guys"

"Well then" Blaine stands in the doorway with some of the warblers. Soon they take off their blazers revealing basketball jerseys "We are the boys"

-Blaine-Warblers-
Coach said to fake right and break left
Watch out for the pick and keep an eye on defence
Gotta run the give and go, take the ball to the hole
But don't be afraid to shoot the outside J

Uh, just keep ya head in the game
Uh, just keep ya head in the game
And don't be afraid to shoot the outside J
Uh, just keep ya head in the game

You gotta get'cha, get'cha head in the game
We gotta get-a, get-a, get-a, get ahead in the game
You gotta get'cha, get'cha head in the game
We gotta get-a, get-a, get-a, get ahead in the game
Come on! Get'cha, get'cha head in the game
We gotta get-a, get-a, get-a, get ahead in the game
You gotta get'cha (get-a), get'cha (get-a) head in the game
We gotta get-a, get-a, get-a, get ahead in the game

Let's make sure that we get the rebound
Cause when we get it the crowd will go wild
A second chance, gotta grab it and go
Maybe this time we'll hit the right notes

Wait a minute - not the time and place
Wait a minute - get my head in the game
Wait a minute - get my head in the game
Wait a minute (get'cha head in the game)
Wait a minute

I gotta get my, get my head in the game
You gotta get'cha, get'cha, get'cha, get'cha head in the game
I gotta get my, get my head in the game
You gotta get'cha, get'cha, get'cha, get'cha head in the game
Come on! Get my, get my head in the game
You gotta get'cha, get'cha, get'cha, get'cha head in the game
I gotta get my, get my head in the game
You gotta get'cha, get'cha, get'cha, get'cha head in the game

Why am I feeling so wrong?
My head's in the game
But my heart's in the song
She makes this feel so right

Should I go for it? I better shake this, yikes!

I gotta get my, get my head in the game
You gotta get'cha, get'cha, get'cha, get'cha head in the game
I gotta get my, get my head in the game
You gotta get'cha, get'cha, get'cha, get'cha head in the game
Come on! Get my, get my head in the game
You gotta get'cha, get'cha, get'cha, get'cha head in the game
I gotta get my, get my head in the game
You gotta get'cha, get'cha, get'cha, get'cha head in the game

We all clap as they take their bows. There are smiles on everyone's faces now. We can do this now i think. Everyone has more confidence on their faces.

"Now" Shelby claps for our attention "Tryouts will be coming up! As I was saying earlier though! I will be getting all of the props and scripts ready for everything! As you also have been told we have two new helpers to the school"

"This has nothing to do with nationals though" A slicked hair warbler smirks "We are just following our leader! Also nice Nationals possibility list"

"I do not like him" Santana is being held back by some members "He will be killed if he tries anything"

"Alright!" Shelby sighs "So up first is working on friendships"

I nod as I look between the two. This is going to be a long road.