Let Me Be Me {Completed}

Chapter 16

-Shelby pov-
If I thought the night after the play was wild I was kidding myself. It's been only two nights there and I'm exhausted! These three are trying to kill me! All they have done is just cuddle and make innuendo after innuendo.

I'm losing my mind and I still have 5 more days left. I don't know how much more I can take of this! I wanna be with them I truly do...but a heart can only take so much. I really don't wanna have another heart attack.

I sigh and go back to the sheet music I'm looking at. I wanna get this group number right. I figure I'll pull names from a hat for people. Best comes to best it'll work out well.

"He-hello?" I turn toward the door and see Emma "I didn't know...I'd like to talk to you about something I think I saw in the halls the other day..I'm not gonna use it against you! I..I just wanna make sure you all are safe and don't let someone see who could"

"Shit" I put my head in my hands and groan "Shut the door and come on in"

-Sugar pov-
I'm currently standing in the stupid gym locker room. I hate being in this class. All of the girls think they are better than me. Which they are at sports but still!

I sigh and start to slip on my shorts. I've been in the locker room way too long now. I take my school shirt off and grab my gym shirt. I stop when I feel eyes on me.

"Look what we have here" I turn and see three random girls "A girl who stand to lose a few extra chunks"

"Hey!" I look down at my stomach and frown "I'm not big"

"Your belly jiggled the whole time you talked" The three girls laugh and step closer "Why don't you just join your cheerio friends and vomit it all up?"

I feel tears form in my eyes "I'm not fat!" I drop my shirt and put a hand on my stomach "I'm perfectly slim!"

"Then why is Rachel the loser the only one who wants you?" I feel anger at the name but I also feel some more hurt "You are nothing tubby and all of the lesbian know it"

"I'd advise you to get away" The girls move and I see a angry Cherry and Sherri "We will not hesitate to get the trinity"

"Whatever" the lead girl turns toward me "Later tubs"

The three girls leave and the locker room is silent. I sniffle and go back to putting on my shirt. I can feel two pairs of eyes still on me. I feel my legs giving as the tears turn into sobs.

"It's ok" Soon I'm being pulled into the girls "It's ok Sugar! You're perfect the way you are! Don't ever do what us Cheerios do!"

"Yo-you all really vomit?" I look up at them and they share a look before nodding "W-w-why would Sue make you do that?"

"It's not so much Sue anymore" Sherri sighs "It's more...someone else"

"Quinn?" They don't respond back and I lean back "You two shouldn't change for anything...you two look amazing"

"Thanks Suga" Cherry gives me a hug and then helps me up "I'll stay with you and Sherri can explain our absence with a Sue excuse"

I don't have the energy to argue with her. I just lay my head on her shoulder while Sherri gets up. I watch Sherri walk away while Cherry rubs my shoulder. My mind just trying to clear out the negative.

I'm not really fat am I?

-Shelby pov-
"So you really won't tell anyone?" Emma nods with a smile "Why not tell will?"

"After what happened" Emma shakes her head with a blank expression "I can't even face him again"

"I'm sorry about all of that" She gives me a small smile "Have you heard anything on the new principal yet?"