Let Me Be Me {Completed}

Chapter 45

-Sugar pov-
Today has been a good day honestly. We are about to go to a party actually. We being Rachel, Brittany, Santana, and me. Lucy did not want to go and be a burden.

We tried to talk her into going but she just would not say yes. So now we are just a quad pack of party goers. Is that the word hip teens use? I have not really been to any parties.

No one really has liked me too much. My dad always scared any possible friends I could have. I never really got invited to anything. Maybe that is why I am so awkward?

"Sug!" I jump and turn toward Rachel "You ok?"

"Just thinking" I look at the gas station we are pulled into "What are we doing here?"

"Getting soda bottle you need to keep on you" I give Santana a confused look "No drinking or taking drinks from anyone ok? I have been to these parties before and it is how mistakes are made"

"Beth is not a mistake" Santana does not respond to Rachel "Santana!"

"I did not say Beth" Santana sighs "I know someone who had a abortion from one of these parties and it was not by choice"

I nod and grab my door handle "We can get a bottle" Santana nods and opens her door "Let us go and find the fabled Soda!"

They all chuckle and I smile. We walk in together and to the pop section. I feel eyes on me and try not to think about it. I jump when a hand touches my shoulder.

"It is just me" I turn confused and see it is my dad...looking very rugged "I-I know you do not wanna talk to me but..I will leave you alone if you just give me a few dollars"

"Leave now" Santana stands beside me glaring "She does not need you anymore! You left her for a whore! Go to your other family!"

"I lost my business" He looks out the window and starts looking around "They are after me sugar! You know how the Motta family is! You can not just leave me out to dry!"

"Do they know I am emancipated from you?" The look on his face tells it all "You will not get a single dime from me! You are not my father! You are nothing but a worthless shell of a man!"

I start to walk away with the girls but he stops me. I see the look in his eyes and know he really is in deep. The Motta family is...we are not the mafia but you could say it is close. It is very, very close to the mafia.

"Please" He holds his hand out "I will not ask for money again! You can not tell them! Shake and promise me you will never tell them!"

"I owe nothing to you" I turn and lead the girls away "We have stuff to pay for"

"You gonna be ok?" I look at Rachel and nod "You sure?"

"Nope" I smile and pull her into me "But that is what makes life fine"

-Time skip-Santana pov-
We have been at this party for about 3 hours now. I have no clue where the other two have gone. I have been searching with Brittany for a hour now. No one seems to have seen either of them.

"Oh god" I give Brittany a confused look and she points "Look"

I turn and groan at what I see. Rachel is swaying and missing her shirt. We had a bottle plan! I start to walk over but get pushed back as a crowd forms.

"Sing Broadway!" Oh god no "Sing for us!"

That is all it takes for Rachel to get some music. She looks like she is in heaven right now. Brittany points away and I nod. She can get sugar while I fix this mess.

-Rachel singing-
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on