WHY

Let You Down

Y/B/N= Your Brother Name

Y/A/N= Your Aunt Name

Y/BF/N= Your Best Friend Name

Y/BF/D/N= Your Best Friend Dad Name

Y/N/N: Your Nickname

Y/M/N: Your Mother Name

Y/M/NN: Your Mother Nickname

"I thought you said you stopped drawing?" Jensen asked you, as you colored some of the pictures, "I never said I stopped, you just assume that I did" you said, Jensen couldn't stop thinking about how you said it. Did he really know you? Or was it all a assumption? He couldn't help but notice how you got along with JJ and the twins even if they your step siblings, he just didn't notice how your eyes would linger on Odette playing with Jared or Tom & Shep drawing with Gen. You couldn't help but cry on the inside as your dad cater to your "sister" every need. "Y/N, Do you still sing?" Gen said while she drew a cat for Odette. Jensen hadn't realized that you starting singing or were singing, maybe it was a way for him to get to know you. "Umm, sometimes, me and my friends have started this YouTube channel where we do covers of popular songs." You said answering Gen without realizing that Jensen was listening in. "Your dad, he has a recording studio, if you ever wanted to use it and I'm..." Danneel said to you. "HE'S NOT MY DAD." You said glaring at Danneel and Jensen, I'm not using that place just because you have the money, I'm using my friends recording studio. You said with so much hate and conviction in your voice, Jensen couldn't help but be angry with your tone of your voice. "What did you say to my wife?" Jensen asked you with the same amount of anger in his voice. "I said you're not my dad." You said looking at him with so much hate in your eyes, "You don't know what it was like walking away from you" Jensen said standing up and yelling at you, "I don't know what it was like? Are you fucking kidding me?" You said standing up to reach Jensen height. In that moment, Danneel, Jared and Gen saw what Jensen didn't see, they saw your inner Dean coming out. " Don't swear at me! Jensen yelled at you, "Or what? You're going to walk away from me?" You yelled at back at Jensen, "Okay, okay!" "Lets take a deep breath and come back okay?" Danneel said getting in between you and Jensen. "You're not my mom." "Stop acting like my mom." You said back to Danneel in the calmest tone you could've master. Before Jensen could stop himself, he said something he wouldn't have thought he would've. "I'm so disappointed in you." "And if your mom would be here she would be too." Jensen said without skipping a beat. And what you said next surprise him as well. "Yeah you're right. But you know what. You're the one who left." You fired back.

"I'm staying somewhere else, I'll stay with a friend tonight Uncle Jared." You said looking at Jared but when you were addressing Jensen. "Then leave, nobody wants you here" Jensen said back with a straight face in the harshest voice. "JAY!!" Dannel said yelling at Jensen trying to get him to realize what he said and how it came across. "Then remember this. You're the one who told me to leave." You said back to Jensen. Before anybody could stop you, you went to Jared car, grab your stuff, texting your friends your address and asking them to come get you right away.

With shaking hands, you called your brother and told him what happened, but Jensen couldn't comprehend the damage he had already done to you

Y/B/N: "What happened?" "Why do you sound like you're crying?

Y/N: "I tried so hard! I really did, but I can't stay there tonight, and I know I promise you, that I would give it one night but I can't"

As you sat on the curb talking to your brother, Jared came out to see if he could talk you out of leaving for the night. But everybody knew, it was best for you to leave, Jared couldn't help but feel anger towards Jensen for pushing you away and letting you leave. "You don't have to go" Jared said sitting down on the curb next to you, "Yes, I do, he doesn't want me here." You said as you played with your phone, "Y/N/N, he's just having a tough time adjusting to you being here" Jared said looking at you. "Why are you always defending him?" You said with tears running down your face, "What about me?" "What about my feelings?" "I fought my aunt to let me come here and I promised my brother that I would try to get along with him and he's..." You said as you wiped your tears away, before you could finish your sentence, your friends had already arrive to the chaos that was Jensen, but nobody was expecting for him to come out.

"Hey did he make you cry?" Y/B/D/N said as he grabbed your face to look at, before you could say anything or do anything. You heard yelling, you turned around to see your best friends dad yelling at Jensen. "What did you do to her to make her cry?" "You fucking left her you asshole and you then decide to walk back into her life like this when it's convenient for you?" "Huh" "When she's 16 and she has two year left of being a child" Y/BF/D/N said while being held back by his kids and you. "Who are you to call me a asshole?" "What's your relationship with my daughter?" "Get off my property" Jensen yelled back as he got in his face, Jared was holding him back while the kids were being watched by Danneel and Gen.

"Enough, he has kids inside" You said which got everybody attention, "Let's just go" you said to Y/B/F/N, as he got your bags and placed it in the truck. "You will see her in the morning, I promise of that" Y/BF/N said to Jensen and Jared. You got into the truck and put on your seat belt and watched as your friends drove away from Jensen and Jared and this time you were the one getting away and you watched them as they got smaller and for once in your life you were glad that Jensen didn't run after you. Jared watched in disbelief as you got in the truck with somebody he didn't know but you knew and just drove off, he turned around to see Jensen walking back into the house without a second glance back at you.

"Jensen!" Jared yelled his name to get his attention, "What?!" Jensen yelled back, Danneel and Gen hurried to get the kids upstairs into the playroom. "What do you mean what?" "That's your daughter!" "You know the one that came from Y/M/N" Jared shot back at Jensen as he stood there glaring at him. "No she's not my daughter, my daughters are upstairs with Dani" Jensen shot back, "Right because she looks nothing like you?" "But she sure does act like you" Jared yelled back. "You know what she was right about one thing." Jared said in a calm voice towards Jensen, "And what is that" Jensen shot back "That I always side with you" "I always side with you when it comes to her, and I'm not talking about Y/N, I'm talking about Y/M/N/N." Jared said as he paced around as Jensen sat down and looked at him with a confused expression. "What are you taking about?" Jensen asked, "Of course you don't know what I'm talking about because I never brought it up" Jared said with a scoff. "When you were working and couldn't answer your phone calls from Y/M/N, who had your back? "Me, if it wasn't the texting Danneel at hours when you were pretending to text me or if it wasn't the events or the show it was that." Jared said looking at Jensen. "What are you expecting a Thank you?" "You want me to thank you?" Jensen asked as he stood over Jared talking to him "No, cause I should have never let you get this far with Dani, I should have stopped you and convince you to ask for a divorce" Jared said standing over Jensen. "Gen! We're leaving!" "I love Dani, I do but I love Y/N/N more and she deserves more then this.

"You never told me Jensen Ackles was your dad?!" One of your friends said. "Because he's not" You said with tears running down your face.